It has been more than 6 months since i last blogged. Cant remember why I stopped in the first place. Maybe I did not have anything interesting to say anymore?
Anyway, read all my previous entries since 2006 and thought about how things have changed. How I have become the person I am. I am still not sure I am happy. It seems that over the last few years, I have just stood still in time.
Neither moving forward or back.
I am not unhappy. I am not happy. I'm just here. Being Me.
Lately, I have been avoiding my friends. Work Friends, Poly friends. I have little interests in going for gatherings. Growing older, I have become very selective of the people I want to spend my time with.
But for him, it always remains a mystery. Sometimes, I think that I am not that important (despite what he claims). I don't really think he needs me. I am not sure of how things are going.
Maybe its going towards an unavoidable end?
Who knows?
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