Facing life, death, distance

Here is my promise to thee

I take thy hand in mine:

We will grow old together.

Fan Liuyuan, LoVe in a Fallen City

Was typing a very long post...

Realised at the very end of the post, I no longer wanted people to know what I felt.

Sometimes, there are no need for more words or explainations.

The feeling is numbing.

Almost painful.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love:

it is the faithless who know love's tragedies.

Oscar Wilde

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

How to make sure She doesn't Leave You.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Love in a Fallen City

I can't promise you marriage, and I can't promise you
love.

All I can promise you is happiness.

Their love was true. The only difference was that his love lasted only for a moment.




Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

16 of the Most Extreme & Most Modern Beds You will Ever See.

Link

My personal fave would be the Hi-Can by Italian Designer, Edoardo Calino. Now the main problem is getting someone in bed with me.... *hmmm*


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Books to Read

1. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
2. Lust. Caution - Eileen Chang
3. Love in a Fallen City - Eileen Chang

I should start reading .... soon....

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

One Point English Lesson

Its almost like porn.

Link.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

375 Doors

A female author once said that a person is like a hotel with 375 rooms.
Each room has a key that will open up to a part of the person's personality.
But not everyone can handle what's behind every single door.

Do you dare open those doors?

I wonder.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

A Life For Sale

This guy from Australia is selling his life. House, Furniture, Job, Friends. You
name it, he's selling it. Auction on Ebay starts on 22 June 2008. It will run for 7 days.

Link

This reminds me of a book that I read quite a long time ago. Cuban Heels by Emily Barr. Ever felt that you would like to be someone else because you think that they are living a perfect and wonderful life? A life that you would have wanted too?

I wanted to be her too.

I wondered why she had things that I never had.

I wanted her life.

*sighs*


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Things I don't wish to Admit

1. I think about April 15.. everyday.
2. I'm lonely.
3. Sometimes, I feel too much that it hurts.
4. Sometimes, I don't say what I really feel because I'm afraid he doesn't feel the same way about me.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Say It Proudly and Loudly - The History of Fuck



Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Baby's First F Word.

Link

This is for the brothers... Fuck the Fucking Fuckers!


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Reality

People drain me, even the closest of friends,

and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in.

Margaret Cho

Sometimes, close friends make me feel like i'm an unfeeling person. They demand that I show sympathy for their situations when I offered them advice and solutions instead.

According to Facebook personality test, I communicate like a man.

You Communicate Like a Man
When you communicate, you like to get to the point.You're not afraid to say what's on your mind and leave it at that. Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself. You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows.

I should just tell all my friends this. They should only come to me when they need information about the followings:

1. Advice about work
2. Advice about Money
3. Advice about Sex
4. Advice aboutPorn sites
5. Advice about anything other than relationships (I had 5 failed relationships, I suck at this)

Seriously, I rather be watching porn that to talk about my feelings or your feelings.

Let's cut the chase and move on to more important things. . ..

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

One word. Delicious.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

The smell of coffee floated through the air. She flipped casually through the pages of the newspapers, trying to pick out interesting news to read. It seems that the news lately are either about terrorists’ attacks or about the rising oil prices.

How boring, she thought.

It was a lazy Saturday and she wasn’t in the mood to think about serious issues. Her mind was preoccupied. She gently stirred her cup of iced latte, taking a sip through the green straw.

She cupped her hands under her chin and looked out of the glass windows of the coffee place. The streets were crowded with young people, walking and laughing.

She wondered what it would be like to be young again. Maybe she would be different. Maybe she would have the courage to take the first step, fall in love and not think too deep.

She thought about lines of a poem that she had read must earlier.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

She sighed softly.

If only it was so easy, she thought.

Her mind drifted back to the day when she saw them walking together along the streets. They were holding hands and talking, looking so happy.

Her heart ached at the thought of this sight.

Maybe it would be better to forget. Maybe it would be better to be forgotten.




Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

LoVe the BunnY

Added the MsN Background. Absolutely love the bunny and the things it does.

P/S:
You will need to click on the icons on the right when you are inside the chat window in order to see the bunny do "stuff"

Link


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Top 12 Things You will Need to be a Mad Scientist.

I'm not sure why I need this, but I'm quite sure I have to get them.

Link

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

No One was going to Fuck him - An Oxford Drama

Link here

I can see why no one was going to fuck him. She might "just lose interest in the project".

We hate lying too.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

The 40 Most Inappropriate Children's Book Covers

Link here

I just love the one with Santa..


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Someday

Someday, I will want to lie in your arms and pretend that the rest of world doesn't exist.

Someday, I will see no one else but you.

Someday, I will leave my past behind and leave with you.

Someday, I will not run away from the truth.

Someday, I will say the words "I LoVe you".

Someday, I will admit that I'm just another girl waiting to be loved.

Someday, I will belong to you.

Someday... but not today.




Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.