Just One More Person....

If one more person, just ONE MORE PERSON, tell me that "You are unhappy.", I'm going to scream.

No, wait.

I'm not going to scream at them. I'm going to tear their heads off and stuff them into the toilet. Then I'm going to flush the toilet exactly 3 times. (for good luck... or what so ever..).

What do you mean I'm unhappy? This is absolutely a redundant statement. Of course, I'm unhappy. I'm freaking unhappy by default with the regular bits sacarsm and random outburst of craziness.

Why cant people accept that I'm happy being unhappy? How many million times must I repeat this? I'm happy being unhappy because it comforts me. It is a familiar and safe feeling for me. I don't really how to explain this but thats the way I feel.

There are also times when I would feel surges of happiness or peace.But during those times, they are so foreign to me that I somewhat cannot relate to what I should do with those feelings. Hence, most of the time, I like to just ignore them.

Anything strange and unfamiliar should be best left untouched.

Also, point to note, if you ever TRY to make me or force me to be happy, it WILL NOT be appreciated. I repeat.....

IT WILL NOT BE APPRECIATED.

It will be frowned upon. Or even rejected harshly.

Why? Cause you are not responsible for my feelings. How I feel is exactly how i like myself to be. If I want to feel happy, I will find my own ways...


Now move along with your life and stop reading this post.


Thank you very much.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.