I almost forgot what it is like to feel again...
Almost close to crying.
Almost close to screaming.
But I didn't.
Instead, I ignore it.
I'm good at faking it.
So good that I almost convinced myself that I'm okay.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Dating advice market value assessment model
Finally, a logical explaination for Dating... I wonder where I am on the graph.. *worried look*
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Finally, a logical explaination for Dating... I wonder where I am on the graph.. *worried look*
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Monday, January 28, 2008
We need more Annual/Medical/Shopping/Heartache Leaves
We need more Annual/Medical/Shopping/Heartache Leaves
Best days to apply leave in 2008...Hope its not too late...
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Best days to apply leave in 2008...Hope its not too late...
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Sexy's Back.... in a GingerBread Man Suit...
Sexy's Back.... in a GingerBread Man Suit...
Damm... He's Hot & Funny !~
Sidetrack.. Gingerbread Man doing Haka.
I don't know why I find this so funny!
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Damm... He's Hot & Funny !~
Sidetrack.. Gingerbread Man doing Haka.
I don't know why I find this so funny!
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Top 10 Home Cinemas
Top 10 Home Cinemas... Damm those geeks are so rich
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Top 10 Villians of all times.... in the Cartoon World
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Alison
Don't know why, but I love the black/white photos of this gal..
I think its because she looks kinda sad/vulnerable.
Link
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
I sort of decided that 2008 was the year that I would try anything at least once... so may be I should try some ... Lesbian Cuisine?
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
What Happen's When Google's Parents Leave Town?
What Happen's When Google's Parents Leave Town?
Hmmmm.... check out this Link.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Hmmmm.... check out this Link.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Officials unamused by Rome stunt:
Visitors to the Spanish Steps yesterday were greeted by a rather peculiar sight. 500,000 colourful balls were dumped at the famed Piazza de Spagna. It was another colourful stunt from Graziano Cecchini, a man who protests against government incompetence in the most unusual ways.[photo link]
This latest stunt cost him £15,000 (20,000 euros).
Click here to watch the video.
Who says protests are not fun?? =P
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Visitors to the Spanish Steps yesterday were greeted by a rather peculiar sight. 500,000 colourful balls were dumped at the famed Piazza de Spagna. It was another colourful stunt from Graziano Cecchini, a man who protests against government incompetence in the most unusual ways.[photo link]
This latest stunt cost him £15,000 (20,000 euros).
Click here to watch the video.
Who says protests are not fun?? =P
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Something's Gotta Give
When an irresistible force.
Such as you.
Meets an old immovable object like me.
.You can bet as sure as you live.
Something's gotta give.
All time fave movie.. .
Lyrics
Movie Link
Wikipedia Link
Friday, January 18, 2008
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Men with disturbed past interest me. And I wonder why........
Movie Link
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Wikipedia Link
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Sleepness Nite
Plagued by endless sleepless nites, I had no choice but to turn to alternatives like scented candles and scented oil....
But there's one MAJOR flaw in this plan....
I have a blocked nose.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
But there's one MAJOR flaw in this plan....
I have a blocked nose.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Simply too tired to think about what to write.. Have some thoughts about how the stories will progress (note: its stories...).
In the meantime, do what bored people do. Surf Facebook.
From Facebook:
What does your birth date says about you?
"A geek from the word go, you are brilliant at all the difficult and tech stuff. You excel at anything techy. It's sometimes difficult for you to find a company of people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you have planned to take over the world with your self made robots!"
Birth Month - May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
Whate Serial killer are you?
"Herbert Mullin: a "visionary" serial killer, one of a rare breed who is ACTUALLY insane and sees things, while most serial killers just claim insanity to escape punishment. Nope, you and he are ACTUALLY insane! You enjoy warm weather, beaches, you were voted "most likely to succeed" in high school, and will spend life in prison."
Wikipedia Link
My Sex IQ is 142
You are a fairly knowledgeable source on sex. You understand the ins and outs of the act, but sometimes you find it tough to read your partner's minds, a skill that is known by very few. With a little more experience however, you will be a sage on the subject.
Which Hero character are you?
I'm "Mohinder Suresh"!
Your super power is your mind, and maybe your English accent. You are smart enough to figure out just about everything except how to enjoy life. But you're working on that.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
In the meantime, do what bored people do. Surf Facebook.
From Facebook:
What does your birth date says about you?
"A geek from the word go, you are brilliant at all the difficult and tech stuff. You excel at anything techy. It's sometimes difficult for you to find a company of people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you have planned to take over the world with your self made robots!"
Birth Month - May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
Whate Serial killer are you?
"Herbert Mullin: a "visionary" serial killer, one of a rare breed who is ACTUALLY insane and sees things, while most serial killers just claim insanity to escape punishment. Nope, you and he are ACTUALLY insane! You enjoy warm weather, beaches, you were voted "most likely to succeed" in high school, and will spend life in prison."
Wikipedia Link
My Sex IQ is 142
You are a fairly knowledgeable source on sex. You understand the ins and outs of the act, but sometimes you find it tough to read your partner's minds, a skill that is known by very few. With a little more experience however, you will be a sage on the subject.
Which Hero character are you?
I'm "Mohinder Suresh"!
Your super power is your mind, and maybe your English accent. You are smart enough to figure out just about everything except how to enjoy life. But you're working on that.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Monday, January 14, 2008
The Hook-Up
The sun shined brightly into the room. She wakes, blinded slightly by the sunlight. She yawned, pulled the covers over her head and tried to sleep some more. She loved his room. Black silky bed sheets on a king size bed, big windows that overlooked the city view. Not forgetting, the picture of his girlfriend on the side table.
She was the other woman.
From the first time since they met, she had allowed herself to just let everything go and sink into his arms. They were so different from each other. He - a successful Finance Manager from Down Under, she - a young woman who longed to be free. She knew nothing about him, actually she didn't find the need to.
She got out of bed. The harsh icy cold of the marble floor pierced her soft skin, making her jump a little. She looked around the room. She picked up his shirt from the floor and put it on herself. His white shirt was so big that it made her look like a little girl in an oversized shirt. Humming a tune, she walked into the bathroom to splash some water on her face. She looked into the mirror and saw some red spots near her ears.
Must be a rash, she thought as she tried to rub it with a towel.
She walked out of the room and headed to the kitchen. He was standing by the fridge, holding a bottle in his hand.
"Morning.. Had a good sleep?", he asked.
She loved the way his body looked. Tanned and well built, almost too delicious to be true. His black tank top and boxers made her slightly aroused. She winked at him, put her hands around his neck and gave him a light naughty bite on his neck.
"Never better.", she replied.
He poured some red fluid from a bottle into a glass and hands the glass to her. She lifted the glass up to her nose and sniffs. Doesn't smell like juice, she thought.
"What is this?"
"Drink it, it's good for you."
She put her lips on the glass, ponders for a moment before taking a sip. "Hmm.. doesn't taste like juice either.", she thought to herself.
He poured the rest of the bottle into his glass and took a glup. He licked his lips with his tongue and smiled. "You look lovely."
He put his hands on her waist and pulled her closer to him. He began to feel her whole body. "Not wearing anything else, I see.", he whispered into her ears.
She shivered slightly. A tingling sensation moved from her neck, down her spine. She felt weak in her knees. He slowly unbuttoned the first two button of her shirt. She closed her eyes, allowing him to take control over her. She could smell him, a strong musky smell. It was intoxicating, almost like a drug. His lips traced the outlines of her lips. His stubble tickled her chin, making her giggle a little. She could feel his breath on her nearly exposed breasts.
It felt like a dream.
With no warning, he picked her up over his shoulders and carried her to his bedroom. Dropping her roughly on the bed, he pinned her down with his body. She looked at him straight into his eyes.
They kissed. Passionately.
She felt his lips moving away from hers, down to her neck. Her breathing hastened. She arched her back and let out a soft cry.
"Take me.", she moaned softly.
He hesitated for a moment. Taking a deep breathe, he bared his teeth, exposing the now visible fangs. She screamed with estacsy as she felt his teeth pierced through the skin of her neck, deep into her veins. She dug her nails into his shoulders, almost as if she did not want him to stop.
Her face turned paled with each passing second as life was drained out from her. She cannot remember how long he continued drinking from her.
To be continued...
She was the other woman.
From the first time since they met, she had allowed herself to just let everything go and sink into his arms. They were so different from each other. He - a successful Finance Manager from Down Under, she - a young woman who longed to be free. She knew nothing about him, actually she didn't find the need to.
She got out of bed. The harsh icy cold of the marble floor pierced her soft skin, making her jump a little. She looked around the room. She picked up his shirt from the floor and put it on herself. His white shirt was so big that it made her look like a little girl in an oversized shirt. Humming a tune, she walked into the bathroom to splash some water on her face. She looked into the mirror and saw some red spots near her ears.
Must be a rash, she thought as she tried to rub it with a towel.
She walked out of the room and headed to the kitchen. He was standing by the fridge, holding a bottle in his hand.
"Morning.. Had a good sleep?", he asked.
She loved the way his body looked. Tanned and well built, almost too delicious to be true. His black tank top and boxers made her slightly aroused. She winked at him, put her hands around his neck and gave him a light naughty bite on his neck.
"Never better.", she replied.
He poured some red fluid from a bottle into a glass and hands the glass to her. She lifted the glass up to her nose and sniffs. Doesn't smell like juice, she thought.
"What is this?"
"Drink it, it's good for you."
She put her lips on the glass, ponders for a moment before taking a sip. "Hmm.. doesn't taste like juice either.", she thought to herself.
He poured the rest of the bottle into his glass and took a glup. He licked his lips with his tongue and smiled. "You look lovely."
He put his hands on her waist and pulled her closer to him. He began to feel her whole body. "Not wearing anything else, I see.", he whispered into her ears.
She shivered slightly. A tingling sensation moved from her neck, down her spine. She felt weak in her knees. He slowly unbuttoned the first two button of her shirt. She closed her eyes, allowing him to take control over her. She could smell him, a strong musky smell. It was intoxicating, almost like a drug. His lips traced the outlines of her lips. His stubble tickled her chin, making her giggle a little. She could feel his breath on her nearly exposed breasts.
It felt like a dream.
With no warning, he picked her up over his shoulders and carried her to his bedroom. Dropping her roughly on the bed, he pinned her down with his body. She looked at him straight into his eyes.
They kissed. Passionately.
She felt his lips moving away from hers, down to her neck. Her breathing hastened. She arched her back and let out a soft cry.
"Take me.", she moaned softly.
He hesitated for a moment. Taking a deep breathe, he bared his teeth, exposing the now visible fangs. She screamed with estacsy as she felt his teeth pierced through the skin of her neck, deep into her veins. She dug her nails into his shoulders, almost as if she did not want him to stop.
Her face turned paled with each passing second as life was drained out from her. She cannot remember how long he continued drinking from her.
To be continued...
Sunday, January 13, 2008
10 Things I Hate About You
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
The Man Who Sued God
Watched this movie a vey very long time ago... Its prob not very well know, hence I thought I would blog this.
From Wikipedia:
The Man Who Sued God is a 2001 Australian movie in which Billy Connolly plays Steve Myers, an ex-lawyer who sues God because his boat is struck by lightning, and his insurance company refuses to pay, claiming it to be an act of God. By claiming to be God's representatives on Earth, the Christian churches and Jewish synagogues are held to be the liable party, putting them in the difficult position of either having to pay out large sums of money, or proving that God does not exist.
It has been said that despite a seemingly ludicrous premise, the movie is not as comedic as one would think, and deals with some very serious subjects, such as the ever-present threat of Australian bushfires, the church in contemporary society, and most notably; the role of large insurance companies and the way in which they can affect the people whose insurance claims are rejected, raising the very valid question, "Who actually decides if an event is an act of God or not, and who defines the nature of these acts? Churches or insurance companies?"
Award-winning actress Judy Davis (who plays journalist Anna Redmond) is the wife of actor Colin Friels, who co-stars as Steve Myers's brother in the film.
Also see:
The Man Who Sued God at the Internet Movie Database
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
From Wikipedia:
The Man Who Sued God is a 2001 Australian movie in which Billy Connolly plays Steve Myers, an ex-lawyer who sues God because his boat is struck by lightning, and his insurance company refuses to pay, claiming it to be an act of God. By claiming to be God's representatives on Earth, the Christian churches and Jewish synagogues are held to be the liable party, putting them in the difficult position of either having to pay out large sums of money, or proving that God does not exist.
It has been said that despite a seemingly ludicrous premise, the movie is not as comedic as one would think, and deals with some very serious subjects, such as the ever-present threat of Australian bushfires, the church in contemporary society, and most notably; the role of large insurance companies and the way in which they can affect the people whose insurance claims are rejected, raising the very valid question, "Who actually decides if an event is an act of God or not, and who defines the nature of these acts? Churches or insurance companies?"
Award-winning actress Judy Davis (who plays journalist Anna Redmond) is the wife of actor Colin Friels, who co-stars as Steve Myers's brother in the film.
Also see:
The Man Who Sued God at the Internet Movie Database
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
What does it mean to be human?
Been unable to sleep for the longest time... People tell me that I think too much. I don't disagree with them. It is true that I think alot more than other people. Ignorance is bliss. I envy those people who can fall asleep immediately the moment their heads touch the pillow. For me, it is more of the "I-wanna-stab-my-fucking-pillow...why-cant-I-fall-slp-NOW".
Why is it so difficult for me to slp?
Many reasons...
1. I tend to think alot about stuff.. Its not always about personal issues. Sometimes. it could be very random thoughts like why do people in general turn to their right when shopping? Or maybe about the TV progamme about how the brain functions?
2. I dont really know how I think about certain people, certain issues, certain events. I have so much thoughts that I don't know how to put them in place. Somestimes, I'm so overwhelmed till i want to cant slp at night. I need a filling systems for my feelings.
I hate to admit this but lately, I've been trying to cry myself to sleep. Not that I'm really upset or anything. I just want to know if I still can feel. Just to see if I'm still human or not.
I tried. Really. But I cant cry. I dun feel unhappy. I dun feel sad. I dun know what the fucking hell I feel. I dun like this. I much rather be sad and unhappy. At least I know how to manage these feelings.
But now, I dun have them anymore. Maybe I'm really empty inside?!
What does it mean to be human? Can a person truly be void of emotions?
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Just One More Person....
If one more person, just ONE MORE PERSON, tell me that "You are unhappy.", I'm going to scream.
No, wait.
I'm not going to scream at them. I'm going to tear their heads off and stuff them into the toilet. Then I'm going to flush the toilet exactly 3 times. (for good luck... or what so ever..).
What do you mean I'm unhappy? This is absolutely a redundant statement. Of course, I'm unhappy. I'm freaking unhappy by default with the regular bits sacarsm and random outburst of craziness.
Why cant people accept that I'm happy being unhappy? How many million times must I repeat this? I'm happy being unhappy because it comforts me. It is a familiar and safe feeling for me. I don't really how to explain this but thats the way I feel.
There are also times when I would feel surges of happiness or peace.But during those times, they are so foreign to me that I somewhat cannot relate to what I should do with those feelings. Hence, most of the time, I like to just ignore them.
Anything strange and unfamiliar should be best left untouched.
Also, point to note, if you ever TRY to make me or force me to be happy, it WILL NOT be appreciated. I repeat.....
It will be frowned upon. Or even rejected harshly.
Why? Cause you are not responsible for my feelings. How I feel is exactly how i like myself to be. If I want to feel happy, I will find my own ways...
Now move along with your life and stop reading this post.
Thank you very much.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
No, wait.
I'm not going to scream at them. I'm going to tear their heads off and stuff them into the toilet. Then I'm going to flush the toilet exactly 3 times. (for good luck... or what so ever..).
What do you mean I'm unhappy? This is absolutely a redundant statement. Of course, I'm unhappy. I'm freaking unhappy by default with the regular bits sacarsm and random outburst of craziness.
Why cant people accept that I'm happy being unhappy? How many million times must I repeat this? I'm happy being unhappy because it comforts me. It is a familiar and safe feeling for me. I don't really how to explain this but thats the way I feel.
There are also times when I would feel surges of happiness or peace.But during those times, they are so foreign to me that I somewhat cannot relate to what I should do with those feelings. Hence, most of the time, I like to just ignore them.
Anything strange and unfamiliar should be best left untouched.
Also, point to note, if you ever TRY to make me or force me to be happy, it WILL NOT be appreciated. I repeat.....
IT WILL NOT BE APPRECIATED.
It will be frowned upon. Or even rejected harshly.
Why? Cause you are not responsible for my feelings. How I feel is exactly how i like myself to be. If I want to feel happy, I will find my own ways...
Now move along with your life and stop reading this post.
Thank you very much.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
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