VIDEO

 

This is quite cool. The song he wrote based on my blog has a Youtube video!

 

 http://www.sundaybest.net

http://www.recordstore.co.uk/sundaybest

http://www.myspace.com/christopherdashley

Dejavu

We all had someone who hurt us.. even when we may not know the person. His girlfriend thinks I broke them up.

Then again, who was the one to started this? What would happen if I told her the truth, that it was her bf was the one who approached me and suggested we have a affair?

This situation is oddly familiar. I was her a couple of years ago. The girl whose bf cheated on her with another girl. So we thought the other girl was the slut / crazy, who likes breaking up people relationships..

Is that really the truth? I cant say that I really knew the girl [who incidentally also had a blog]. True, I thot she was the one who broke up my relationship but I also remember what she told me.

'He was the one who came to me.'

I thot the worst of her when she said that. But after so many years, I have to say she's right. He was the one who went to her.

So maybe this is some sort of Karma, that now I am on the other side of the situation. The person who broke up people's relationships.

How do I feel about this?

I am not too sure how to feel about this. But I definately wish to show her tat its really nothing.

ALL MEN CHEAT. Accept this fact and deal with it.

Sometimes

Sometimes, I wonder if I'm really dead inside. it seems that I lack the ability to sympathise with people with relationships problems. maybe it is because i have been through it so many times that I feel that there's nothing bad about having a broken heart.

Having broken heart doesn't mean the end of the world. Love isn't everything.

 

Its not because I'm jaded. its really because I know exactly what I want and how I want to be treated and I refuse to accept that he/she is not treating me right. Everybody who is a good person who deserves to be loved. If I am not happy in a relationship, I will leave. It's not the duration of the relationship that matters, its the quality of the time spent together. Why stay unhappy in a 5 years relationship that you are unhappy 80% of the time? This means out of the 365 days that you are together, 1460 days are spent being unhappy?

 

Why not choose to be single BUT happy? It's better to be alone than badly accompanied.

 

Being single/alone isn't all that bad. Sure, there are times like Christmas or New Year that you may need to get use to spending them alone. But at least I can do things that I know for 100% that will make me happy, no matter how ridiculous it is. Things like clubbing and dirty dancing till 3am, sleeping for 14 hours straight, eating in bed and leaving crumbs all over, not folding my clothes and leaving them all over the floor/bed/sofa/any available space. Plus, I don't have to be responsible for another person's feelings, or fear of stepping on invisible land mines all the time. It really irks me.

 

Please don't get me wrong. I am not against ALL relationships, I'm just against unhealthy relationships in which both parties are tearing each other into bits and pieces. I have been there before,  the neurotic / paranoid / melodramatic / needy and psychotic girlfriend. Trust me, I am in no hurry to change back into that person. I hated myself when I was like that. But I have to admit that sometimes we girls cannot really control our emotions / thoughts that well. I guess being in love really clouds our brains.

 

Why do girls, no matter how well educated / pretty / nice, always turn into monsters when they are in love?

 

This brings me to another issue. This is why I am still undecided about being a lesbian, or rather a bisexual. I have seen what girls are capable of doing when they are deluded in love and frankly, I am scared. We are definitely a highly evolved breed, which when in love, develop amazing skills! One very good example is the art of computer hacking for passwords into his into emails/Friendster/Facebook/MSN accounts despite being a COMPLETE IT IDIOT who having problems understanding simple IT terms?

 

I can understand why many eligible bachelors choose to be single. Females are scary creatures and even though I am also a girl, I have no idea how to handle us.

 

Anyway, back to the part about being in relationships, I REFUSE to be with someone just because the society deems that everyone should be a part of a couple. This is what normal people should do.. NOT WHAT THEY WANT.. but SHOULD. They should stop saying things like "You complete me" or 'we are together as ONE'.

 

I am a complete individual, with or without you.

 

If everyone is a half and we all have to find someone to complete us, isn't it very risky? What will happen if we don't find someone? Are we lesser than a whole person and do not deserve to go to heaven, doomed and cursed to roam the face of the Earth until society changes?

 

Maybe it is time we all re-think about this. WE MUST STOP THIS MADNESS.

Sex With Gemini:

 

Sex With Gemini:

Gemini loves to experiment and sex with a Gemini is full of novelty and excitement, trying anything and everything nearly anywhere. Gemini is not for the faint of heart or the shy and secretive lovers!

Field of love: Mistress Reveal Everything In Her Erotic Sex Diary

 

Field of love: Mistress Reveal Everything In Her Erotic Sex Diary

 

Read this and cant help but agree with it..... SIGH

KEYBOARD

I NEED a NeW keyboaRD

Saga's Den - Things that ended in the Lion's Mouth: If Jing Yong Heroes Participate in Olympics....hahaha. Sure Win!!!

 

Saga's Den - Things that ended in the Lion's Mouth: If Jing Yong Heroes Participate in Olympics....hahaha. Sure Win!!!

Being a Jin Yong Fan, I must post this. =)

Astroyogi.com - Discover your future. Design your destiny.

 

Hi Meiting,  you have a vigorous hand. Dynamism, power, leadership and zest characterise your personality. Highly energised and enthusiastic, you hold out even during tough times. But remember not to overdo this. Your decision-making is swift and on-the-spot most of the times. Versatility is thy other name. You are also romantic, but with a generous dash of challenge thrown in. 

Your index finger is short. This makes you a dependable team player. A position of command is not for you. But you do have a keen eye for detail. You can be impulsive; not all your moves are quite rational. Look out! Stress could get the better of you.  Your index finger being longer than your ring finger points to you being realistic but aggressive at the same time. Yet, you are not able to stand your ground at times. Your sense of judgement is finely balanced.  Your middle finger being longer than the adjoining fingers in length signifies an even view towards life. You are extremely organised; seldom ever do you 'come apart' in any situation. You seem to have all stages of your life worked out to the last detail, and possess an unbiased and sagacious personality. You evaluate and analyse all your actions towards achieving your goals in life and get there through sheer dedication and will power.  The top of your ring finger is in level with the base of the fingernail of your middle finger. You are a sweet talker and can seduce most people and bend them to your will. But this style may have only short-lived results!  Since your little finger is set lower than your other fingers, you encumber and impede your own life. The pursuit of goals seems unimportant to you and hence you make no effort to reach out.  Your little finger does not reach the first flexure line (joint) of your ring finger. You are a shy introvert and speak only when spoken to. You are intelligent and knowledgeable, yet uncommunicative. 

you have a vigorous hand. Dynamism, power, leadership and zest characterise your personality. Highly energised and enthusiastic, you hold out even during tough times. But remember not to overdo this. Your decision-making is swift and on-the-spot most of the times. Versatility is thy other name. You are also romantic, but with a generous dash of challenge thrown in. 
You have a moderately long lifeline; the period between 50 and 60 years is an unpredictable phase in your life. Exercise extra care during that phase.  You attach a lot of importance to customs and rituals. You prefer constancy and stability to change. You are deeply attached to your home. 

Your head line touches your line of life. You are an extremely conservative person. All innovation is deplorable; you stick resolutely to what you learned during your 'growing up' years. Make sure you don't offend or suffocate others with your fixed ways.  Your headline has a single ending. Your analysis is generally biased as your mind is closed to looking at all facets of an issue. No other individual can influence your thoughts.  Your headline is medium straight. You are a highly rational individual. You are thought oriented and never act before thinking it through. 
You have a mind that's constantly bubbling over with imagination and creativity, but this never mars the stable side of your personality. You like to wield power and work steadfastly to obtain it. Most of your moves are objective-driven - everything is planned for to the last detail. 
Your fate line is centered. This indicates that you are a perceptive individual. You tread carefully in life owing to past negative experiences. 

Astroyogi.com - Discover your future. Design your destiny.

Ian On The Red Dot :: How I Try To Make My Public Transport Experience More Enjoyable

 

How I Try To Make My Public Transport Experience More Enjoyable

Ian On The Red Dot :: How I Try To Make My Public Transport Experience More Enjoyable

 

After reading this, I have to admit that I do agree with him. There's really nothing much you can do to make the SMRT/SBS change their operations and I definitely DO NOT want to buy a car for work with all the rising ERP, Road Tax and COE etc.

Like the author, after 3 years of taking train and buses to work, I have come to accept that I will not get seats and will be squashed during the peak hours. However, there's one thing that I still cannot stand.

Human Smell.

Seriously, I cannot think of a way to fight this. =( 

I guess I can try to breathe through my mouth......

Ellen DeGeneres and Portia de Rossi Wed at Their Beverly Hills Home - omg! news on Yahoo!

 

Ellen DeGeneres and Portia de Rossi Wed at Their Beverly Hills Home

By Us MagazineAugust 16, 2008, 10:22 pm PDT

Us Magazine

Ellen DeGeneres and Portia de Rossi wed at their home in Beverly Hills, California, Saturday night.
De Rossi, 35, wore a backless, light pink dress, and her hair in a loose updo. DeGeneres, 50, dressed in pants, button-up shirt and vest all in white.
Before the intimate ceremony attended by about 20 guests, "Ellen and Portia came out and posed for pictures with Ellen's mom and their two dogs," a witness tells Usmagazine.com.
"They were hugging and kissing, and looked ecstatic," the onlooker adds. "Ellen was helping Portia with the train of her dress, which looked like a Cinderella tutu."
The pair, who "were both laughing," walked "all over the lawn together holding hands and posing," the witness tells Us. "The whole afternoon seemed light-hearted."
Earlier, workers were spotted bringing in bunches of pale pink and red roses.
Wedding plans have been in the works for months.
In May, following the California Supreme Court's monumental ruling that same sex couple's have the right to marry, DeGeneres announced on her talk show that she intended to wed her girlfriend of nearly four years.
"It's something that we've wanted to do and we want it to be legal and we are very, very excited," DeGeneres said.
In June, de Rossi debuted a marquis cut Neil Lane sparkler set with pink diamonds at the Daytime Emmy Awards.
See photos of celebs' engagement rings.
De Rossi has credited DeGeneres with helping her come out of the closet.
"My feelings for Ellen overrode all of my fear about being out as a lesbian, she told the Advocate in September 2005.
De Rossi said the first time she spotted DeGeneres, the comedian took her breath away.
"That had never happened to me in my life, where I saw somebody and [experienced] all of those things you hear about in songs and read about in poetry. My knees were weak," de Rossi said.
In 2005, DeGeneres said she hoped she and de Rossi would be "together the rest of our lives."
"I never would have thought my life would have turned out this way," DeGeneres told Allure. "To have money. Or to have a gorgeous girlfriend. I just feel so lucky with everything in my life right now."

Ellen DeGeneres and Portia de Rossi Wed at Their Beverly Hills Home - omg! news on Yahoo!

Hitler And ERP Woes (Singapore)

I cried while watching this.

Drink, Don't Drive

 

 

Drink, Don't Drive

15 Fascinating Facts About The Ancient Olympics - The List Universe

 

Facts 1 - 5

1. No one actually knows what the origins were of the very first games. One myth suggests that Heracles (the divine son of the god Zeus) ran a race in Olympia and decreed that it be repeated every four years.

2. The olympic games were one of two central rituals in Ancient Greece. The other was the Eleusinian Mysteries - initiation ceremonies for people joining the cult of Demeter and Persephone.

3. The Statue of Zeus - the father of the Gods and one of the Seven Ancient Wonders of the World, was housed in a temple at Olympia - the site of the Ancient Olympics.

4. An Olympiad (a period of 4 years which refers to the time between two games) was used as a measure of years by the Ancient Greeks in much the same way as we now use AD and BC. This idea was devised by the historian Ephorus. Previously, every Greek state used its own different method of time measurement which led to a great deal of confusion.

5. The only event at the first olympics was the Stadion race - a race of around 190 meters (measured after the feet of Zeus). The race was named after the building in which the race took place (the source of the English word "stadium". The stadion race is pictured above.

 

Facts 6 - 10

 

6. Unlike the modern starting position, racers (of whom 20 would take place) started in a fully erect standing position with their arms stretched in front of them. If there was a tie, the race would be re-run.

7. The winner of the first recorded Olympic Games (the first gold medalist in a sense) was Coroebus of Elis - a baker from Eleia (the region in which Olympia was found). He won in 776 BC. Instead of winning a gold medal - as is now the norm - he received an olive branch - more a symbol than a prize. The town still exists today with around 150 citizens.

8. It is believed that the Greek tradition of athletic nudity started at the games in 720 BC, and it was most likely introduced by the Spartans or Megarian Orsippus. It is from this practice that we have our word "gymnasium" - derived from the Greek word "gymnos" meaning "naked". Competing naked was meant as a tribute to the gods and to encourage aesthetic appreciation of the male body.

9. While the competitors were naked during the games, it is possible that some wore a kynodesme: a thin leather strip tied tightly around the part of the foreskin that extended beyond the glans (to prevent the glans from showing). It was then tied around the waist to expose the scrotum, or to the base of the penis making it appear to curl upwards. Not all athletes wore the kynodesme. Pictured above is an athlete wearing the kynodesme - the picture is attributed to Triptolemos (480 BC).

10. During the games, all of Greece was under a truce (ekecheiria) - there could be no use of capital punishment, and no wars or battles. This was in order to ensure the safety of competitors and spectators on the way to Olympia. While this was generally adhered to, at least one account exists of a possible breach by the Spartan army, which resulted in a large fine and a ban from attending the games that year.

 

Facts 11 - 15

11. The Olympic Games were part of 4 games - held in order so that there would be one set of games each year. The other three were the Pythian, Nemean, and Isthmian Games, but the Olympic games were the most important.

12. Although the first games were "international" in a sense (in that all Greek City States were allowed to enter), only men who spoke Greek could compete. Eventually members of the Greek colonies were also able to enter.

13. The last running race added to the Ancient Games (after the addition of two longer distance races) was the hoplitodromos - in which competitors would run 400 or 800 yards in full armor with shields and a helmet or greaves (leg armor). This was introduced in 520 BC. Runners would often trip over each other or stumble on shields dropped by other competitors. In the image above we see athletes competing in the hoplitodromos - in far more an orderly fashion than was likely.

14. In its heyday, the games lasted 5 days. The first three were for the sporting events, with the other two days being used for rituals and celebration. On the final day, all participants attended a feast in which 100 oxen (killed on the first day as a sacrifice to Zeus) were eaten. Certainly very different from the secular opening ceremony we will see this week, or, in fact, all olympic opening ceremonies from modern times.

15. As part of the move to making Christianity the official religion, the ancient Olympic Games were finally suppressed by either Theodosius I in AD 393 or his grandson Theodosius II in AD 435. They would not return until 1896. They were held in Athens, Greece.

15 Fascinating Facts About The Ancient Olympics - The List Universe

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The Bitter Stickgirl blogs using hand-drawn stickgirl pictures.

Picture paints a thousand words. Did my back hurt your knife?

SGFRAG � MM Lee's Daughter Speaks Against Growing Elitism

It's not often that I write about what I actually think or feel because I prefer not to do so anymore. Bear with the rant, it will be over soon.

Asiaone

Doing what's right without fear or favour
Lee Wei Ling

I WAS born and bred in Singapore. This is my home, to which I am tied by family and friends. Yet many Singaporeans find me eccentric, though most are too polite to verbalise it. I only realised how eccentric I am when one friend pointed out to me why I could not use my own yardstick to judge others.

I dislike intensely the elitist attitude of some in our upper socio-economic class. I have been accused of reverse snobbery because I tend to avoid the wealthy who flaunt their wealth ostentatiously or do not help the less fortunate members of our society.

I treat all people I meet as equals, be it a truck driver friend or a patient and friend who belongs to the richest family in Singapore.

I appraise people not by their usefulness to me but by their character. I favour those with integrity, compassion and courage. I feel too many among us place inordinate emphasis on academic performance, job status, appearance and presentation.

I am a doctor and director of the smallest public sector hospital in Singapore, the National Neuroscience Institute (NNI). I have 300 staff, of whom 100 are doctors. I emphasise to my doctors that they must do their best for every patient regardless of paying status. I also appraise my doctors on how well they care for our patients, not by how much money they bring in for NNI.

My doctors know I have friends who are likely to come in as subsidised patients. I warn them that if I find them not treating any subsidised patient well, their appraisal - and hence bonus and annual salary increments - would be negatively affected. My doctors know I will do as I say.

I remind them that the purpose of our existence and the measure of our success is how well we care for all our patients - and that this is the morally correct way to behave and should be the reason why we are doctors. In NNI, almost all patients are given the best possible treatment regardless of their paying status.

My preference for egalitarianism extends to how I interact with my staff. I am director because the organisation needs a reporting structure. But my staff are encouraged to speak out when they disagree with me. This tends to be a rarity in several institutions in Singapore. The fear that one's career path may be negatively affected is what prevents many people from speaking out.

This reflects poorly on leadership. In many organisations, superiors do not like to be contradicted by those who work under them. Intellectual arrogance is a deplorable attitude.

'Listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story,' the Desiderata tells us. It is advice we should all heed - especially leaders, especially doctors.

I speak out when I see something wrong that no one appears to be trying to correct. Not infrequently, I try to right the wrong. In doing so, I have stepped on the sensitive toes of quite a few members of the establishment. As a result, I have been labelled 'anti-establishment'. Less kind comments include: 'She dares to do so because she has a godfather'.

SGFRAG � MM Lee's Daughter Speaks Against Growing Elitism

 

After reading this and what has happened to me in the office, I strongly feel for what she has said. Many times in my career, I have witnessed my managers/seniors who try to speak up for what they feel is right and fight for what they believe in. However, the management would choose what they want to hear or believe and as such many of them choose to leave the company instead.

3 years ago I would not have understood this or feel anything towards this matter. However, today, I realise that no matter how hard I stay to stay objective and try to align myself with the management views, I cannot lie to myself anymore.

Yes, my job is a sales job. I have to bring in sales for the company. This is what I am hired to do and what I am paid to do. But to me, I cannot do a job well if I feel that it is against my integrity. I cannot bring myself to step on others just to gain a better position / title in the company.

There is a very fine line between just doing sales and doing sales with integrity.

Unfortunately, my management does not seem to advocate this and lately I am beginning to find it very difficult to align my thoughts / beliefs with those of the company. I hate that I cannot speak freely to my management and anything I say carelessly may be used against me eventually.

 

I hate that I'm a coward. I hate that I am not their sales generating puppet.

 

I am human and I have thoughts. I need to believe in what I'm doing. I need my management to trust me and have faith in me. I need to know that my management is fair and just.

 

I think I just committed career suicide. =/

Why so Serious?

 

Why so Serious?

 

I want to do this to my cat.

Tech Zombies: 6 Technologies That Don't Know They're Dead - Page 2 | Cracked.com

 

There are some things you just can't do with a credit card.

Tech Zombies: 6 Technologies That Don't Know They're Dead - Page 2 | Cracked.com

Chart: How Does Your Hero Measure Up On Our Wish-Fulfillment Checklist?

 

Chart: How Does Your Hero Measure Up On Our Wish-Fulfillment Checklist?

Harley Quinn - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

 

The Joker & Harley Quinn

 

My all time fave comic character from the Batman series.

 

From Wikipedia:

 

In that comic, Joker finds himself beginning to care for her. Naturally, this can't be countenanced, so he decides to kill her. After he takes an apparently drugged Harley into his bed for what may or may not be the consummation of their relationship, he lures her into a rocket ship, telling her, in part:

"I've noticed some changes coming over me since you came into my life. I've been reminded what it was like to be part of a couple. To care for someone who cares for me. It's the first time in recent memory I've had those feelings... And I hate having those feelings!"

He launches the rocket, soberly telling an enraged Harley that he will truly mourn her, before erupting into a fit of his trademark diabolical laughter.

 

and I know exactly what he felt....

� 4 Celebrities Who Just Might be Superhero Alter-Egos | Cracked.com

 

� 4 Celebrities Who Just Might be Superhero Alter-Egos | Cracked.com

Which Dark Knight Character Are You?

Which Dark Knight Character Are You?
	You are Batman. You take your role in the world very seriously, and live up to your responsibilities diligently. You have felt pain in your life, and this pain guides you and reminds you of how important peace and safety is in the world. You train both your mind and body ruthlessly and have never called in sick for anything- EVER! You are naturally intelligent and are constantly sharpening your thinking skills and pride yourself on staying up to date on world events. It isn't always easy for you to ask for help because you have a huge streak of pride in your soul, but you are not a fool- so when you need a helping hand, you take it! You believe in justice and help seek it.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

 

Batman Rulz. Period.

Unnecessary Censorship #170 Jimmy Kimmel Live 6-27-08

Unnecessary Censorship #170 Jimmy Kimmel Live 6-27-08

This is fucking funny.

20 Everyday Items If They Were Designed for Batman | Cracked.com

 

20 Everyday Items If They Were Designed for Batman | Cracked.com

 

I love Batman. I love his cave. I love his yellow utility belt. I love his car. I love his butler.

 

but most of all.....

 

I love how he fight crimes in the city wearing such tight tights and has such openly gay relation with Robin.

Get to know yourself better

Get to know yourself better - Try it Here

 

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Ketchup - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Ketchup

Origins

Ketchup-like sauces originated in Asia as a fish sauce, long before anyone outside the Americas had ever seen a tomato. The word "ketchup" comes from the Malay / Indonesian word kichoop or kechap (e.g., kecap manis - Dutch spelling ketjap manis) which itself was derived from the Chinese ke'tsiap. English and Dutch sailors brought the Asian styled ketchup to Europe, where many flavorings, such as mushrooms, anchovies and nuts, were added to the basic fish sauce. Ketchup, as it is eaten today, first appeared in American cookbooks during the early 19th century.

Ketchup - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

 

I don't know why I need to know about ketchup, but I guess we need to learn new things everyday.

If Everyone on eBay Was Forced to be Honest | Cracked.com

 

If Everyone on eBay Was Forced to be Honest | Cracked.com

 

Recently, I have been shopping so much on online stores on Ebay & Livejournal that I no longer want to shop in real stores.

I know this sounds geeky but I wish I can live in  a virtual world.

More Sex with Robots pls.

� 7 Troubling Questions About Science's Pursuit of Robot Sex | Cracked.com

 

� 7 Troubling Questions About Science's Pursuit of Robot Sex | Cracked.com

 

I love Artificial Intelligence.

 

2050, I look forward to having sex with a Robot.

If Your Last Girlfriend Had an IMDb Page | Cracked.com

 

If Your Last Girlfriend Had an IMDb Page | Cracked.com

 

What else can I say? I love IMDb & I love Cracked.com.

13 Last Requests That Prove It's OK to Laugh at Dead People

And I always thot my death would be funny.. Link here

On Behalf on Zach...

Read this.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Man named God arrested for selling cocaine - near a church | WFTS-TV | First in HD

 

Man named God arrested for selling cocaine - near a church | WFTS-TV | First in HD

 

God Sells Cocaine. Hmm...

David Huang - Passion

David Huang - Passion

This is what Zach pictures me to be like when I'm 80 and still chasing after Mayday.

-_-

絕口不提！愛你

NUMboys

 

NUMboys

 

I cant help it. I have to admit that I love New Urban Male Boys! Haha.. but don't worry.. they are just eye-candies to me cause of their bodies.. I love a nice tanned and tone body...

 

If only they had New Urban Females... *licks*

Star Wars Crawl



Make Your own Star Wars Crawl here


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Lust. Dreams. Caution

I had a very vivid dream last night. Dreamt that I was a lesbian and had a BF/GF. Can't recall all the details except for the most most important part....

She was sucking my nipples.

That was all I remember when I woke up on Monday morning.

And that's all I need..

I want to tear down the wall
A wall so thick that no one can see what's behind it
Let his arrows pierce right through the wall

Into me

Let me Bleed.

Top 15 Amazing Facts About The Human Body - The List Universe

 

Top 15 Amazing Facts About The Human Body - The List Universe

New Meaningful Life Of Famous Logos | WallOut

 

New Meaningful Life Of Famous Logos | WallOut

My thoughts go out to you today my immortal beloved. I can live wholly with you or not at all. Be calm my life, my all. Only by calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together. Oh continue to love me, never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

Ever thine

Ever mine

Ever ours.

Ludwid Beethoven

討厭紅樓夢

Love the lyrics, especially the following lines..

"你說你討厭紅樓夢裡女生的柔弱
堅強又會被說成冷漠"

"你說你把愛情看透了 就當作是人生的功課
寧願享受一個人寂寞"

The 5 Most Terrifying Rites of Manhood from Around the World | Cracked.com

 

The 5 Most Terrifying Rites of Manhood from Around the World | Cracked.com

 

What can I say? It takes more than 2 balls to be a Man... =/

Question of the Day:

Can one date without commitment?

TOMOPOP - COLLECTIBLE TOY CULTURE - Vinyl toys, Papercraft, Garage kits, Gamer toys, Japanese toys, robots, movie toys, and more.

 

TOMOPOP - COLLECTIBLE TOY CULTURE - Vinyl toys, Papercraft, Garage kits, Gamer toys, Japanese toys, robots, movie toys, and more.

 

I cant believe that someone bought this crap for $15 million. =/

The 6 Most Innovative Brothels From Around the World | Cracked.com

 

The 6 Most Innovative Brothels From Around the World | Cracked.com

 

I want to live in Germany. Period.

� Indiana Jones | Cracked.com

 

� Indiana Jones | Cracked.com

 

This one is for you, Zach. Enjoy!

Swear words in 14 languages | Dirty Writer

 

Swear words in 14 languages | Dirty Writer

Partying till 3.30am

3 hours of slp

15km of cycling

Shagged

Happy Birthday to Me!

20 Websites From Before the Internet was Invented | Cracked.com

 

20 Websites From Before the Internet was Invented | Cracked.com

Birthday wish?

*shrugs*

It's better to have no expectations than to feel disappointed afterwards.

那个女孩说: "放弃爱情所有规则, 这一刻爱我好不好?"

那个男孩说: "好."

那一夜没有说的话, 也没有像电影一样情节...

28/05/2008, 一个已经印上有效日期的感情.

现在开始倒数.....放弃

You May be suffering from major Depression

 

You May be suffering from major Depression

 

 

Online test from Yahoo! made me felt worse. Great. Just Great..

 

= /

The ugly Singaporean

 

The ugly Singaporean

Read this and I was immediately ashamed of being a Singaporean.

The notion of building a team of elite society obviously left out the part that we educate our kids' personalities. How did we, a country who has the so called first class Education system, screw up our kids such that they grow up to be self-centred bastards?

 

We are so screwed.

 

There's no Hope for Singaporeans.

13 Year Old Steals Dad's Credit Card to Buy Hookers

 

13 Year Old Steals Dad's Credit Card to Buy Hookers

 

10 ways the Chinese Internet is different from yours - Network World

 

10 ways the Chinese Internet is different from yours - Network World

 

There is Less Porn! =/

Internet is Slow

 

 

When Internet is Slow...... what can we do?

Home - ??? One Foundation

Home - ??? One Foundation

 

The "Red Cross Society of China Jet Li One Foundation Project" (Jet Li One Foundation)
was founded by Red Cross ambassador Jet Li, Under a strategic partnership with the Red Cross Society of China, the Jet Li One Foundation Project works independently to pursue its charitable mission and agenda.

The foundation believes that: "1 person + 1 dollar/yuan + 1 month = 1 big family". If each person donates at least one dollar/yuan each month, our individual donations can be transformed into a much greater fund. When we combine our charitable strength, we can make sure that the most vulnerable members of our global family will receive the help they need.

Embodying the Red Cross' spirit of humanity and philanthropy, we believe that in helping others we will also find our own happiness. Starting in China, our goal is to build a sustainable, professional, and trustworthy foundation platform to encourage social sector development and bring out mass participation in philanthropic giving and volunteerism.

 

You can donate at One Foundation through Paypal for the China Earthquake. This foundation was started by Jet Li after the Tsunami disaster. To me, its definitely a meaningful and trustable organisation, even though it is based in China.

 

Then again, we are all humans and there's only ONE Earth that everyONE shares.

 

Please help spread the  awareness of this organisation!

5 Things you may not have known about women | Dirty Writer

5 Things you may not have known about women | Dirty Writer

China Earthquake

Adversity makes men, and prosperity makes monsters.

Victor Marie Hugo

 

Only in times of adversity do we show the finest and truest human spirit. Hundreds and thousands of soldiers from the Chinese army, fighting against time to save the children buried under the rubble. Every single child saved raises the spirit of the rescue team, cheers and words of encouragement flowed through the crowd. Every parent waiting anxiously, hoping and praying to hear news about their loved ones.

 

So touching. I held my breathe as I watched them carry the little boys/girls out. Some had broken limbs, some are barely conscious.

 

Whatever problem I have now is nothing compared to the sufferings endured by them. We are really fortunate to be just here. I'm fortunate to be sitting here blogging, even though I very much wish I could be there to do my part as well.

 

Don't see people as what they are. Don't see the race/nationality/religion.

 

See me as a human.

 

Look at me and realise that I'm really the same as you.

 

China Earthquake - Donate @ Singapore Red Cross Society

Earthquake death toll in China may be 5,000 - Yahoo! News

Earthquake death toll in China may be 5,000 - Yahoo! News

Hands are shaky as I type this. 900 students in China area buried alive, 4 confirmed dead while 3000 rescuers try their best to save them. I wish that they will be okay. Feel like crying. Is this what we deserve?

Please God, if you are there...

Singapore Red Cross Website

Singapore Red Cross Website

Please help spread this message. Donations needed for Myanmar Cyclone Nargis. Every little sum adds up.

Another 10 Bizarre Mental Disorders - The List Universe

 

Another 10 Bizarre Mental Disorders - The List Universe

 

This is quite disturbing yet interestingly funny. I think I may have "Penis Panic"  = /

75 Skills Men Should Master

The 6 Creepiest Comic Book Characters of All Time

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Top 10 Myths About the Romans - Link here

Top 10 Things You Didn’t Know the Ancients Had - Link here

The TIME 100

Link here

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

随便一杯酒

随便的温柔

让我不想再回头

明明这里就是天堂的入口

你爱过没有

压痛着伤口

却始终还不放手

明明已是尽头偏想着以后

说时依旧

随波逐浪

青春依旧是羊入虎口

找到没有

温暖你的双手

天堂在天堂梦里头

归来依旧因为沉默从来不松口

洗涤尘缘的污垢

明明这里就是天堂的缺口

This Butter is Acting Sexy.

If you are the least bit aroused by this, it means you are not having enough sex. Prob like me.

Link here

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

The 10 Least Useful iPod Accessories Money Can Buy

I'm not sure why we need these stuf. Link here.

**Updates: Still lusting over Donnie Yen... I lust.. therefore... *grinz*

i . LuSt

What else can I say other than, "Pour some Sugar on me.."

Tried to post an entry about what happened last night. Still feeling angry and upset about what happened. I don't want to believe that he tried to force himself on me, but yet the image keeps coming back in my mind.

I remember running out of the car and all the way home.

My hands still hurts.

Didn't want to keep up his calls the whole day.

Don't think I can trust any men anymore.

Feel like crying.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Penis News Flash - Lynchings in Congo as penis theft panic hits capital

Read more here

Geek's Stuff

Wedding Rings For Geeks - Get them here!

The 10 Most Baffling Computer Gadgets Money Can Buy

Gold-plated MacBook Air breaks Steve Jobs' heart

Not quite sure what to feel when I left the office

Abit empty.. Abit blue

Didn't feel like going home, so went browsing at HMV

Bought 2 titles

When Harry Met Sally & Temptress Moon

Took a long walk along the streets of Orchard

Played my iPod as loud as possible

Faded sounds of the streets made me felt abit better

Found peace from faces of strangers

Home finally

Back home staring at the cold computer screen

Nothing left but Erotically Musing

My fren and His Handwrite tool

This is what my fren, Zach, drew when I told him that I'm going to cook dinner.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

He's a Woman, She's a Man- <<金枝玉葉>>



All time fave movie.. even after all these years.. it still touches. Sometimes, watching it gives me the hope that I may one day fall in LoVe.

Wikipedia Link

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

What am I Not Allowed to Sell on Yahoo! Auctions

Apparently you are not allowed to sell the following:

- Urine
- Sperm
- Eggs
- Blood
- Organs (heart, liver, etc.)

Link

The Beauty of Programming

Link

What can I say? I'm a Geek who loves my gals.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Cracked.com Describes Porn

Was in a very very bad mood by the time I got home.. but nothing like a little Porn to make me feel better.



Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

11.59pm

只想祝你..

生日快乐

I want to be a Sloth

............Hello.......

Wikipedia Link

Sloth.org

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Map of all Google Data Center Locations

Repressed

Dreamt of a very vivid dream of this guy I know cuming on me. I think I have too much repressed sexual energy.

I need an outlet.

The purest form of all human relationships.

Time to start hunting.



Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Passive Aggressive Notes

• When a PHD student gets Frustrated - 2 words.. Well done.
• To Each His Own Microwave
• Dearest Room-mate
• Do the rest of us a favour

More passively aggresive notes - link here


Bonus Links!!
When Geeks & Graffiti Combine - Linux on Windows plaftform pls..
Aprostrophe Abuse

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

There are two tragedies in life.

One is not to get your heart's desire.

The other is to get it.

夜深人静

一个人无聊的面对电脑

头脑很冷静

深呼吸...慢慢的 let it out

想抽烟

不是想要假装 cool.

Not because I really want to.

只想再感觉到那气味

你指间的气味

I miss you.

For the Geeks

• ImageShack Starts Free BitTorrent Download Service - Link
• Hall of Technical Documentation Weirdness - Link

For the Sex Starved People

• Help for Sex-Starved Wives - Link

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Sex Will Kill Us All!

It's official. Sex will kill us all.

Link from Reuters

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Free Hugs Campaign

The Free Hugs Campaign is a phenomenon which involves individuals who offer hugs to strangers in public settings. It began in June, 2004, and was widely publicized in 2006 by a music video on YouTube that was filmed and produced by the australian band Sick Puppies.

The campaign is an example of a random act of
kindness, a selfless act performed by a person for the sole reason of making
others feel better. The original organizer has stated in interviews that the
purpose is not to get names, phone numbers, or dates. Free hugs
is, although never claimed as such, an incarnation of the story told in a book
by Claude Steiner "A Warm Fuzzy Tale". The story itself is an introduction to key concepts of transactional analysis (AT). Free hugs may be perceived, but are not always delivered, nor received as unconditional positive strokes.

I'm a supporter of the Free Hugs Campaign. I believe that people nowadays needs to be hugged more.

I wanna be hugged. =\

Free Hugs - Wikipedia Link
Singapore Kindess Week - Free Hugs given at Orchard Road

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

5 Hot Lady Bots You Probably Shouldn't have Sex With

This is for the Geeks. I would love to own a Gigglo Joe.... *slurps*

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Top 10 Coolest Men in Movies

What else can I say about this list except for ..... "Hello Stranger"...*SLURPS*


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

My Gayest Look

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

圆圆月亮在天上

看人们聚散无常

一个人在街上游荡

爱恨心里已两茫茫

我没有想像坚强

Facing life, death, distance

Here is my promise to thee

I take thy hand in mine:

We will grow old together.

Fan Liuyuan, LoVe in a Fallen City

Was typing a very long post...

Realised at the very end of the post, I no longer wanted people to know what I felt.

Sometimes, there are no need for more words or explainations.

The feeling is numbing.

Almost painful.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love:

it is the faithless who know love's tragedies.

Oscar Wilde

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

How to make sure She doesn't Leave You.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Love in a Fallen City

I can't promise you marriage, and I can't promise you
love.

All I can promise you is happiness.

Their love was true. The only difference was that his love lasted only for a moment.




Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

16 of the Most Extreme & Most Modern Beds You will Ever See.

Link

My personal fave would be the Hi-Can by Italian Designer, Edoardo Calino. Now the main problem is getting someone in bed with me.... *hmmm*


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Books to Read

1. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
2. Lust. Caution - Eileen Chang
3. Love in a Fallen City - Eileen Chang

I should start reading .... soon....

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

One Point English Lesson

Its almost like porn.

Link.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

375 Doors

A female author once said that a person is like a hotel with 375 rooms.
Each room has a key that will open up to a part of the person's personality.
But not everyone can handle what's behind every single door.

Do you dare open those doors?

I wonder.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

A Life For Sale

This guy from Australia is selling his life. House, Furniture, Job, Friends. You
name it, he's selling it. Auction on Ebay starts on 22 June 2008. It will run for 7 days.

Link

This reminds me of a book that I read quite a long time ago. Cuban Heels by Emily Barr. Ever felt that you would like to be someone else because you think that they are living a perfect and wonderful life? A life that you would have wanted too?

I wanted to be her too.

I wondered why she had things that I never had.

I wanted her life.

*sighs*


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Things I don't wish to Admit

1. I think about April 15.. everyday.
2. I'm lonely.
3. Sometimes, I feel too much that it hurts.
4. Sometimes, I don't say what I really feel because I'm afraid he doesn't feel the same way about me.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Say It Proudly and Loudly - The History of Fuck



Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Baby's First F Word.

Link

This is for the brothers... Fuck the Fucking Fuckers!


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Reality

People drain me, even the closest of friends,

and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in.

Margaret Cho

Sometimes, close friends make me feel like i'm an unfeeling person. They demand that I show sympathy for their situations when I offered them advice and solutions instead.

According to Facebook personality test, I communicate like a man.

You Communicate Like a Man
When you communicate, you like to get to the point.You're not afraid to say what's on your mind and leave it at that. Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself. You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows.

I should just tell all my friends this. They should only come to me when they need information about the followings:

1. Advice about work
2. Advice about Money
3. Advice about Sex
4. Advice aboutPorn sites
5. Advice about anything other than relationships (I had 5 failed relationships, I suck at this)

Seriously, I rather be watching porn that to talk about my feelings or your feelings.

Let's cut the chase and move on to more important things. . ..

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

One word. Delicious.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

The smell of coffee floated through the air. She flipped casually through the pages of the newspapers, trying to pick out interesting news to read. It seems that the news lately are either about terrorists’ attacks or about the rising oil prices.

How boring, she thought.

It was a lazy Saturday and she wasn’t in the mood to think about serious issues. Her mind was preoccupied. She gently stirred her cup of iced latte, taking a sip through the green straw.

She cupped her hands under her chin and looked out of the glass windows of the coffee place. The streets were crowded with young people, walking and laughing.

She wondered what it would be like to be young again. Maybe she would be different. Maybe she would have the courage to take the first step, fall in love and not think too deep.

She thought about lines of a poem that she had read must earlier.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

She sighed softly.

If only it was so easy, she thought.

Her mind drifted back to the day when she saw them walking together along the streets. They were holding hands and talking, looking so happy.

Her heart ached at the thought of this sight.

Maybe it would be better to forget. Maybe it would be better to be forgotten.




Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

LoVe the BunnY

Added the MsN Background. Absolutely love the bunny and the things it does.

P/S:
You will need to click on the icons on the right when you are inside the chat window in order to see the bunny do "stuff"

Link


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Top 12 Things You will Need to be a Mad Scientist.

I'm not sure why I need this, but I'm quite sure I have to get them.

Link

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

No One was going to Fuck him - An Oxford Drama

Link here

I can see why no one was going to fuck him. She might "just lose interest in the project".

We hate lying too.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

The 40 Most Inappropriate Children's Book Covers

Link here

I just love the one with Santa..


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Someday

Someday, I will want to lie in your arms and pretend that the rest of world doesn't exist.

Someday, I will see no one else but you.

Someday, I will leave my past behind and leave with you.

Someday, I will not run away from the truth.

Someday, I will say the words "I LoVe you".

Someday, I will admit that I'm just another girl waiting to be loved.

Someday, I will belong to you.

Someday... but not today.




Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Current Status:

1. Trying to complete the list of "Similarities between Me & a Gay Man"
2. Checking my all time Fave site - The List Universe
3. Watching "Kang Xi Lai Le" (I really should move to Taiwan)
4. Lotion..Lotion..Lotion
5. Thinking about tomorrow..

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

For the mature woman who has everything: a Boy Toy

NEW YORK (Reuters) - Wanted: rich older women interested in hot younger guys. Applicants must be over 35, earn at least $500,000 a year or have a minimum of $4 million in liquid assets, entrusted assets or divorce settlement.

Read here

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

别问爱过多少人

在一起的人

只问爱你有几分

别问太多的伤痕

如果不懂伤有多深

别问最爱我的人

伤我有多深

现实总是太残忍

我早已付出了灵魂

Let's Start From Here..




Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

I'm tired.

Tired of being alone.

Tired of pretending that I do not feel anything.

Tired of feeling too much.

Tired of trying to stop myself from crying.

Its been so long.

Its true.

I can live without you.

I just don't want to.

Hilarious 10 Year Dating Conversion Chart

This shows that we really cant win.... =(


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

tIng is a sick person who now a pill-popping freak cause she has no time to see a doctor.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

The only way to get rid of a Temptation is to yield to it.

Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Just another Day in Loony Town

Was napping when I was woken up by my sister's scream.

In case you haven't heard, my family is crazy.

Let me do a quick recap...

When things started to get worse about 3 years ago, each family member went nuts. My mum was not eating and went to stay with my aunt; dad tried to kill himself as well and mum; sister had a mental breakdown and moved in with her bf.

I was left mostly alone by myself.

And no, I did not breakdown.

Why? I saw all their emotions in front of me so clearly, that I forgot what I was supposed to feel. I just stopped feeling for myself. Since that day, I have not cried. There were times that I tried to cry, but failed badly.

If you know me, its hard to believe that I'm ACTUALLY the only SANE one in the family. Given my weird temper and such, you can imagine what my family was like.

Ten times worse than me.

I fully understand that everyone is entitled to their emotional period and theirs needs to break down once in a while. I did it before and now I think its an utter waste of time.

I just don't see why I should be the one clearing up your emotional mess.

Personally, I feel that they overinduldged themselves in such dramas. Somedays, I feel like killing them. I'm serious. There was a period of time that I thought the best thing to do was to kill my dad so that my mum could live in peace.

Well, that was 3 years ago. Since their separation, mum and dad sorta returned to normal (most of the time). But I'm not too sure about my sister though. But I don't really care anymore.

Just like how I don't give a damm about most people.

I'm just waiting.

I'm waiting to see how far all these can go and if I will ever have a mental breakdown too.

When will the Lamps stop screaming?

Best V day present ..

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Post Valentine's Day Review

This may come as a shock to you.. Hold your breath...

I'm actually quite happy this V day! No particular reasons.. Perhaps I have come to accept that the world is made up of different people.. some in love and some are not.

As I was walking out from the office to meet Eva and Yannie for dinner, I thought to myself "Thank god I don't have a Boyfriend!" I don't know why I thought that way.. But I really felt relieved.

*phew*

I'm quite sure I'm in the mood for LoVe.. or maybe a few LoVers? My sex drive is pretty high lately as compared to a few months back. I should really buy a "Caution. Wet Floor" sign, like what Jack suggested. Speaking of which, I think I have a problem.

I lose interest after having sex. I can't help it.

Its a very weird behaviour but it happens everytime. I think I'm just too used to shutting down all emotions towards these guys after sex.

I should really change this?!

Maybe it is not challenging enough?!

WHY?

Why cant I feel anything towards men?! I need to decide... soon....



Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Something from my all time Fave movie ~ Always make me in the mood for love....*melts* =P

You've Got Mail

Lesson: Don't spend so much time on the internetThis 1998 hit was one of the first movies to feature online dating. In it Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks strike up a lively and congenial online relationship. He even counsels her on her real world problems. Of course what neither of them realize in that he is the guy who's shutting down her book shop when they're offline. So if you really want to find love try logging off and venturing into the real world

Read the rest here.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Valentine's Day


Once again, it is the time of the year when the boyfriends dangle expensive shiny stuff in front of their girlfriends, in the hope that the girlfriends will have sex with them.

Its kinda like fishing.

Happy V day... or Happy Fishing?

=S

Where is this love?

I can't see it, I can't touch it.

I can't feel it. I can hear it.

I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words.

Alice, Closer

Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

Alice, Closer

I have come to accept that lying is the way of life sometimes. I lie all the time to people, even to myself. Words really don't mean anything anymore. Saying "I love you" has absolutely nothing to do with meaning it.

Don't believe the words I say.

I have forgotten what is the Truth and what is not.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

I am human and I need to be loved

Just like everybody else does

The Sweet Intoxication of Her LoVe




Btw.. Happy Chinese New Year .. or watever fuckshit.



Have Fun!


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Expiration Dating

From the episode of Sex & the City "The Catch"....

Miranda : He was funny. And cute.
Carrie : Yeah, and in town for a week! What's the point?
Samantha : That IS the point! It's the best possible scenario, because you know he's leaving.
Carrie : But it's like whatever happens, there's an expiration date. It's expiration dating.

I like expiration dating. I love it when I know they are going to leave, as opposed to me being stuck with them, NOT KNOWING when they might leave me.

It saves me from having a broken heart.

Me, Commitmen phobic?

Maybe. =P

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.