There are no words

There are no words to say how happy

I am for you. But you'll never know.

Its Saturday. I'll go out to find another you.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Running

Been trying to get my running thing back lately. Too much has been going at work.. Sometimes, it just feels so good to run and run and run. Not even thinking about how to handle the people or issues. Just concentrating of breathing and remembering how simple life can be..

I need new directions.

New goals.

Bigger goals.

I need you.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Don't Let Me Die Here

There are times that you feel that you need to just let go and tell others about your feelings. But every time it happens, there's always a reason why you should remain silence.

I choose not to say it out.

I choose not to acknowledge whatever I'm feeling inside.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Because you are not here

There are times when I'm alone on the journey home from work when I'll start to feel really depressed and alone. I'll take out my handphone and start scrolling down the list, trying really hard to find someone that I can talk to.

But everytime I do that, I realise that there's only one person I really want to talk to and yet I know I cant do it. Cause I know deep inside that nothing changes.

I'll put my handphone away in my bag and think to myself, "Because you are not here."

Until next time.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

2046

What does it take to have to courage to leave 2046?

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Because you weren't there.

Because you weren't there.

最近

你最近不说话
怎么了，为什么
是不是有什么事啊

你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
成天是这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再疼苦
下一次会有更好的情路

你最近不说话
怎么了，为什么
是不是有什么事啊
你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
成天是这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再疼苦下
一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输好
几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
成天是这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再疼苦
下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

The Reasons Why I Prefer Ronald over You

Dearest you,

I cannot help but wish that you are like Ronald. The fact that my relationship with him outlast my relationship with you (that is if what we have is even remotely close enough to be considered a relationship in the first place) is indeed sad. Very sad.

I knew something was wrong when I realised that Ronald more contactable 24 X 7, everyday of the freaking year as opposed to you. He thanks me when I call him, listens intently to me and wishs me well when I hang up on him. And he ALWAYS asks me if I wanted dessert.

And the plus plus side, he comes on time.

Sometimes, he even sends me little smses during the day to tell me that he woud like to send me some apple pie.

Hence, with so many reasons, I have no choice but to choose him. In fact, I already replaced your number with his number on my speed dial.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

There's no Hope for the Human race. Not even at funerals

Funeral service

At a Scientology funeral service, the minister speaks directly to the thetan (the individual as a spirit) and grants forgiveness for anything the deceased has done so he can begin life anew.
“
We do not contest your right to go away. Your debts are paid. This chapter of thy life is shut. Go now, dear [deceased], and live once more in happier time and place.[44]
”

I have to say something about this. How do the minster (with whatever mighty power he has) intend to contest with the dead with regards to his right to go away? I mean, he's already DEAD. Even when contested and proven that the dead guy's rights are not invalid, he's still dead.

I seriously think they need to re-think the speech.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Closer?

Anna: "Why did you swear eternal love when all you wanted was excitement? Love bores you."

Dan: "No, it disappoints me."

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Hot and Cold

Woke up to a cold Sunday morning.. Its almost too cold to do anything.. Nothing like a hot bowl of Maggi mee on a cold day.. This is happiness

Pure Happiness.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Somedays, even Alone is too much.

Alone but yet peaceful. Space travel would be nice. Looking for an excuse to get out. Would like to jump up and down for bit. Runny nose as usual. Mayday still rulz. No need for another you cause sometimes you are too much. Bare-faced lies of the Opposite Sex. Questions not asked but waiting to be answered. The ah beng in me wanna scratch his balls and stare into space. Hokkien songs are funny. Human interactions are not preferred. Perfume with double sexes. Staring at the laptop, keying in useless random words that don't make sense. Mayday still rulz. Superman is overrated in his tight pants (they stuffed him with a sock). Aching ovaries doesn't make sense. Neither does fuglies. It is almost dawn in my mind even though its getting dark outside. Black, white and purple rain. Ask Buddha and Dita Von Tesse what they think of the world now and you'll prob get the same answer. Mayday still rulz. Welcome to Tabbed Browsing. If only we can tab browse our lives. Racing cars and chasing them in my head till my engines burst. Too many Gods. Too many reasons to leave and not enough to stay. Space travel would be an excellent idea. My plants are dying cause they are too human. Mayday still rulz. Spent 5 minutes writing junk that no one reads. Somedays, even Alone is too much.


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

An Open Letter to My Best Friend

Dearest you,

I know chances of you reading this is approximately one in a million but I'm still writing this because I cant tell it to you in person.

I really want to thank you for driving down all the way from your home in the wee hours of the morning to celebrate my birthday. I've been waiting for this for 3 years. Yes, 3 years. You made me felt really special that morning. Mcdonalds hotcakes meal, or pancakes as you insisted on calling them, sneaking to the cake shop to buy 3 little birthday cakes for me and surprising me from behind. The way you sang "Happy Birthday" to me.

Like you said, it was indeed surreal.

Even though we only spent an hour eating and you had to rush off to the seminar, it was the best birthday ever. Really. I could not tell you how happy i was..

There are things that I wished I could say to you but I cant. Something so right that was so wrong. I've decided not to say it. Like the Eeyore you gave me, I've locked it inside my closet. You were my special whale. And you'll always be.

I'm deleting you from my phone. =(


Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

It's all right, I'm O.K.

There's a lot of things, I don't understand

And there's a lot of things, I don't want to know

But you're the only face, I recognize

It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes

It's all right, I'm O.K., I think God can explain

I believe I'm the same, I get carried away

It's all right, I'm O.K., I think God can explain

I'm relieved, I'm relaxed, I'll get over it yet

The scent of vaseline in the summertime

The feel of an icecube melting overtime

The world seems bigger than both of us

Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry

I'm so much better than you guessed

I'm so much bigger than you guessed

I'm so much brighter than you guessed

25th May 1984 - 25th May 2007

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Durffy died today

My head hurts from crying. Durffy died today. I saw him die. In my arms. Felt his body turn cold.

I feel empty.

Where are you when I need you?

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Breaking up is like pulling off a Band Aid -- The faster you do it, the lesser it hurts..

Breaking up is like pulling off a Band Aid.

The faster you do it, the lesser it hurts.

I can almost pretend that nothing happened.

I didn't even cry.

=(

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

To Live is to Die.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

MAY=ATTITUDE

Suave and compromising.

Funny and humorous.

Stubborn.

Very talkative.

Calm and cool.

Kind and sympathetic.

Concerned and detailed.

Loyal.

Does work well with others.

Very confident.

Sensitive.

Positive Attitude.

Thinking generous.

Good memory.

Clever and knowledgeable.

Loves to look for information.

Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh.

Able to motivate oneself and others.

Understanding.

Fun to bearound.

Outgoing.

Hyper.

Bubbly personality.

Secretive.Boy/girl crazy.

Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling.

Systematic.

Hot but has brains

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Ash Tree

Uncommonly attractive

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Vivacious

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Impulsive

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Demanding

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Does not care for criticism

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Ambitious

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Intelligent

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Talented

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Likes to play with its fate.

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Egoistic

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Very reliable and trustworthy

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Faithful and prudent lover

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Brains rule over heart

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Takes partnership very seriously

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

To leave.. Or Not to Leave.

Lately, I've been considering moving overseas, especially Taiwan. I'm been thinking.. Frankly, I don't really any anything to hold me back. I don't really have any family to be tied down to. I'm not in a relationship or intend to get into a relationship any time soon.

Maybe its time to leave.

N-O-W.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Goodbye

So, the year 2006 turned out to be a fairly disappointing. So it seems that being a nice gal doesn't pay at all.

New Year's Resolutions:

• Try to see the good in people
• Learn driving (Registered!) and buy car!
• Play hard & stay S-I-N-G-L-E for another year

I've had enough of waiting for nothing. I'm leaving for Taipei in the morning. Gooddbye!

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.