Sleepless in Seattle

What if someone you never met, someone you never saw, someone you never knew was the only someone for you?

I want to believe in this. But is this real?

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Forward. Backwards and Staying Still

"Somehow I've become very cautious. When I put on a raincoat, I put on sunglasses too. Who knows when it will rain, or when it will turn out sunny?"

Chungking Express

I like this quote from the movie "Chungking Expres". I guess it sort of reflects my current state of mind. Looking back at the past year and all the things that happened around me, I realised that I've not moved forward at all. I didn't move backwards either.

I just stood still, in life.

Maybe its because of past experiences that made me cautious about people. I no longer go out or club cause I know I cant trust people, and myself, who are under the influence of alcohol. Instead, I choose to stay within a selective group of friends and family.

Its comforting.

Its safe.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Current

Current mood - Indifference
Current health - Unproductive cough
Current ytd - Could have been worse
Current craving - Ben & Jerry's Cookie dough ice cream
Current music - "Mi Die Xiang" by Jay Zhou
Current colour - Black with a hint of brown, gold and grey
Current timezone - Shanghai 1930s
Current weird news - "Is a Burrito a Sandwich? Judge says No"
Current obbession - My 4 bruises (one on each knee, one on the left arm and one on the chest) I'm not dying yet, thank you very much for the concern.
Current download list - Friends
Current "To Do" List - Shower, Watch "Perhaps, Love"

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

Pls Shut Up

There are some days when you feel that everything that can go wrong will go wrong. Well, this is definately one of THOSE days.

Feel like banging my head against the wall and scream "Why do I share the world with such people?" I had enough of their stupidity and I'm just so tired of trying to talk sense into their tiny little brains. I'm so tired that I actually want to tell myself to SHUT UP.

Its bad things happening around me. I even fell down in the middle of Orchard road and now I have a freaking HUGE bruise on my knee.

It sux. It sux when you feel so tired and hurt and all you wanted was someone to be there. Its just horrible.

Tonight I feel like giving up.

I'll think about how to deal with them tomorrow.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.