Plus One the Loneliest Number

Very pleased with my progress at work today. I'm moving on to a higher level, which is managing my own temp gal. She'll be helping me with my orders and other admin stuff. Its a huge step for me and I look forward to it. I think its a chance for me to grow personally.

Maybe its true that you cant have the best of both worlds. Between career and social life, the choice is so apparent. I chose my career. Results? 12 to 14 hours spent at work everyday, that's not including weekends.

I have a full time job.

I don't have time for full time relationships.

However, I do try to stay in touch with my friends. Like last weekend, i met up with Daf and Candice for movie and dinner. The week before that was spent with Huilin at Sentosa. This weekend will be spent with work friends at KTV to celebrate Jennice's birthday.

Come to think of it, maybe my social life isn't tat bad after all.

Then why am I still feeling something/someone is missing in my life? Like in Sex and the City, why do we let what we don't have affect all the things we do have? Why does one minus a plus one feels like it adds up to zero? And why do we feel like a nobody when nobody loves us?

*tIng slaps her forehead.*

I need a new distraction. Fortunately, with my new temp gal coming in and my potential temp boy on his way, I'll most likely be busy to notice that someone/something is missing.

P/S: Notice that i say "something"? Cause I'm not sure if I'm referring to a person or a new Cause/purpose.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.