Pill Popping Freak

Have been feeling ill the whole of this week. Fever, Cough, cold sweat, constant vomitting and dizziness. I've never felt so weak in my life.

I hate it when i'm sick. This is the time when i feel vulnerable, both physically and emotionally. I secretly hoped for someone to take care of me, bring me food, medicine etc. I nearly reach out for my handphone and randomly call someone.

Fortunately, i managed to stop myself from doing that.

I may be having a fever but i haven't lost my brain functions. I think i better go slp it off.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.