China's Age of Decadence.

Do you believe in the existance of past lives? Have you ever felt or believed that you are from a certain era or time?

I do.

I've always knew i did not come into this world as a fresh soul. Clean and untainted. (Prob why i've never enjoy company of young people or even people my own age). If i have to pin point to an era which i came from, it would be in Shanghai during the 1900s.

China's Age of Decadence.

How do i know this? Every time i hear the Shanghai Jazz, any pictures or movies, they all seem so familiar. It is as though i'm there again. Its was a beautiful era. Paris of the East. Music. Fine wine and dining. Romantic. Confused. Decline.

I love it.

I love the fact that something can be so beautiful yet so flawed. So confused like a little child. So helpless and ignorant. No one to save it from its decline. Ignorant people dancing and drinking till dawn at the nightclubs, unaware of their own fates.

I'm always very happy when i'm listening to oldies. Singing along softly to them..Shivers down my spine. I'm going to put on my CD now and indulge in a little Shanghai Jazz.

Till next time..

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.