Thursday, January 12, 2006

A Rare moment of Joy

My fortune for the Day:


"Let go of dejected memories, it might assist you to obtain an unexpected but romantic relationship."

Durffy's fortune for the day:


"You're putting on weight, time to exercise."

*tIng laugh and pats Durffy on his head.*

God.. These fortune cookies are freakily true. *shivers*

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Jus finished work after a very long, exhausting day of meetings... I do feel tired physically and mentally. However, i'm not complaining about it. I really love my job now and i'm extremely proud of it. I feel a sense of pride when i tell strangers what i do. Especially now cause i've just seen the rankings in RE for the last month. I'm now at the 17th place! Out of 100 odd ppl!

*tIng pats herself on the back.*

I really feel very happy, even though i may not have someone special to share my joy with. I really want to do even better. This is because career is the only thing on my mind right now. I want to achieve something for myself. I hope that i can do something that will make my mum proud of me.

I want to do well enough to be able to support my family. I don't want them to have to worry if we'll have a roof over our heads. I don't want to have to worry about my next meal. I will do it because this is the least i can do for my loved ones.

Unlike most people of my age, i did not have the luxury of being supported by my parents. Since a very long time ago, i had to work to make ends meet. There were times when i had to worry about my next meal and whether i'll have a place to sleep.

But honestly, i'm thankful for that. I'm a much stronger person after all that had happened. My mum made me realised that it doesn't matter where we stay or how poor we were, the most important thing was that we were together as a family. That's why i'm very determined to not let her worry about me or money matters.

"As God is my witness, as God is my witness they're not going to lick me. I'm going to live through this and when it's all over, I'll never be hungry again. No, nor any of my folk. If I have to lie, steal, cheat or kill. As God is my witness, I'll never be hungry again. "

Scarlett, Gone with the Wind

That's why i'm not going to waste my time, clubbing like there's no tomorrow. Don't get me wrong. I'm not against clubbing. But i just don't want to do it excessively. I know playing too much will not get me the things i want in life. Things i want for my family.. I don't want to be 25 and looking back only to realise that i've not achieve anything.
I'm not young anymore. I don't have time.

"Do not squander time for that is the stuff life is made of."

Benjamin Frankin

Gosh.. I really love my family and my job. Life has never been better.. =P



Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

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