I feel like crying.

Am feeling very uneasy right now. Left eyebrow is twitching again.. Feeling that something bad is going to happen. Feeling scared and worried about tomolo's funeral. Its going to be very hard.

Somehow, i don't feel that my Grandma has left me. I stood beside her coffin and looked at her. I called out to her many times. I talked to her as though she's just asleep. Deep within me, i was hoping that if i stood there long enough, she's going to open her eyes and talk to me again.

I feel like crying.

Deep breaths.

Breathe.

Blink.

Stop.

I wish tomolo will never come.