Freedom

Just got home after yet another chill out session with the boys. Don't worry.. We were not drinking but instead we just drove around looking for nice places to hang out.

Lately, it seems my life has become so simple. And i kinda enjoy the times we spend together. I'm not the typical kind of gal who likes to hang out with gal pals. I do enjoy meeting up with gal friends but if i have to choose, i choose guy friends any time. I'm surrounded by gals in the office most of the time. Sometimes, it just feels good to have a dick in the room.

It feels good to chill with the boys basically because of a few things:

Freedom of speech
Vulgar language is very much welcomed and appreciated. This, of course, may be problem if other gals are present. Sometimes, it just feels good to swear.

Indulgence
Chain-smoking ang drinking are fave activities. In fact, these are mostly what we do all the time. My record this week: Drinking 3 times with the boys and lotsa smoking. (Don't worry, i'm not alcoholic or addicted to smoking.)

Nonsense
As mentioned earlier, we enjoy doing crazy stuff that may scare people away. But trust me, we are harmless. We just need to destress. Don't take us too seriously cause we are just BORED.

See? These are stuff that i cant do with gals. Most gals i know would be offended by vulgar languge or may be put off by the stuff we do. So i guess i'll be stuck with the guys for some time.

Had this very long talk with Danny the other night regarding our relationship status. He was saying things like how lost he was after his relationship for 3 years ended just like that. He said he do not know if he would want to get into another relationship again.

I told him i feel the same way too. I'm enjoying so much freedom and time with myself and them that it would take alot to make me give up all these. I'm actually glad to be done with all the drama and crying in relationships. I feel more at peace and actually more complete being alone. I told him that he should be happy that he's done with relationships. We both agreed that maybe we should just get an apartment in a couple of years time and move in together.

On second thought, we should just get married. Since most people have long term success with friends, maybe its better to marry a friend. *considers*

Gonna go sleep now.. be back to blog later..

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.