And they just keep getting worse.

Was at work today when i received a missed call from K and a msg from Don. I've already deleted Don's number from my hp cause i didn't think he was worth my attention at all. But it seems the feeling wasn't mutual after all.

7.19pm
Don : Hey hows work? Wats your favorite restaurant?

I knew it was him because of the way he spelled "favorite" instead of British spelling of "favourite". Don't ask me how i noticed.. I jus do..

9.02pm
Me (still at work) : Who are you?

9.07pm
Don : Umm don. You forgot already

9.08pm
Me : Oh right.. Why? Why ask about my fave place?

9.10pm
Don : Just wondering... Maybe buy you dinner there one day

9.11pm
Me : Hmm.. I could recommend you interesting places with cheap local food

9.13pm
Don : If i buy you dinner i would take you somewhere nice. Wat food you into?

9.15pm
Me : Wats the occasion? Your Birthday?

9.18pm
Don : No reason. Maybe cos your cute? How you know my bday coming up?

9.20pm
Me : I didn't. I merely asked

9.40pm
Don : Does it mean you buy me present? You still not told me your food?

9.42pm
Me : I'll think about it.

I'm sorry. Was i too mean to him? This guy has a gf and he wants to buy me dinner for no reason. He wants to buy me dinner because i'm cute? How old does he thinks i am? 16?

*tIng feels like killing herself.*

Clearly, this guy here wants something from me, even though he said i was immature and playing games with him when he first met me. He obviously doesn't understand the situation. If he thinks i'm playing mind games with him, why still fall for it?

He thinks he know women soooooo well. He thinks he can get anyone to fall for him and sleep with him. But he's so wrong. The way to arouse women is not through physical touch but through their minds. If you can make a gal feel good and laugh with you (definately not at you..there's a HUGE difference).. her body produces chemicals that makes her feel good towards you and eventually wants to mate with you.

Its all biology. But he don't know that.

Another point to show how stupid men can be.

And there's K.. The other day, i told him quite casually over the phone that i wanted to watch Harry Potter and its showing this Wednesday. I didn't think much about this until he called me yesterday and asked me out. Mind you.. K has a gf too.. His gf most prob wanted to watch the movie with him. *shrugs*

What am I?

A magnet for attached men?

Gosh.. 6 months ago, i would have no problems playing along with what they wanted and basically toy with them to make them give me what i wanted. Part of me still thinks they deserve being treated like this but yet one tiny part of me keeps telling me i shouldn't be so mean and there's this thing called retribution.

I used to enjoy this kind of relationships with men who are attached. The point being they cant be committed to you because they have gfs and you don't have to feel guilty about not being committed to them too. This kind of relationships used to excite me. I got to enjoy the nice things that the offical gfs don't get and i didn't even have to do anything to get them. I didn't even have to be faithful to those men. Much as i enjoyed it, i got bored of them very quickly.

*tIng yawns.*

I thot i met just about ALL the different kinds of bad men. But till now, their constant ability to disgust me is simply astonishing. They just keep getting worse. Aussie. Singaporeans. One word, my friend...

BASTARDS.

RB, my friend at work, goes around telling people there's no true love. Despite the fact that i do laugh at her for her cynical behaviour, sometimes i cant help but feel that what she says is true.

There's no true love.

And i'm scared that one day i'll believe it.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.