Thursday, October 20, 2005

Threesome!

I'm officially stoned. For the past 2 days, i've slept like less than 8 hours all together! Reason? No valid one i would say... *grinz*

Met M for a short talk yesterday at ard 10plus.. Very enlightening but somewhat uncomfortable because he asked me alot about my thoughts and feelings. I couldn't answer some of his questions and i ended feeling very confused by my own thoughts. How can a person be confused by herself? *wonders* I guess i really have not thought it through yet. *sighs*

Slightly past midnight, Danny called me and told me they were at the multi-storey car park near my place. Apparently, he had another fight with his gf. Shan't go into details about that.. As the "Queen" in our relationship, i demanded for them to pick me up so that i can save on my cab fare, which of course they didn't not give two hoots about ME.aka.THE QUEEN.

Point to note: I used to name myself Princess but i thought it was about time i upgraded. Life in Singapore is all about upgrading, isn't it?

Anyway, i took a cab and met them at the car park. Fantastic view from the top storey. And it was nice, cooling and empty. They could tell that i was feeling depressed, despite my cheerful front. Danny said they know that i'm feeling low, patted me on the back and said i'll get over it.

I like my boys. I like the fact that i don't have to talk about things that i don't want to. Its those kind of very manly kind of conversation. Pat on the back and nod your head. The way guys and gals behave are so different. With gals, we are expected to share information, right down to the nitty gritty details. We have to explain feelings, thoughts and actions.

With guys, I don't have to do that all the time. I can talk about it WHEN i feel like it. There's no obligation. A little less tiring i would say...

We talked, and talked and talked. Did stupid things.. senseless silly things that only guys would be capable of.. And it was really nice.. Just the 3 of us.. I have to say this.. There's a lot of guys out there in the world but there's only 3 guys who will NEVER NEVER LIE to me..

My Dad, Danny and Tim.

All 3 of them dote on me alot. Danny and Tim may not give in to every single one of my demands or my whining. But they do really care about me.

BROTHERHOOD!

THREESOME!

MAY WE CONTINUE TO TORMENT EACH OTHER TILL THE END OF TIME!

Was on the bus just now, staring out of the window and letting my thoughts run wild.. At 7.34pm exactly, i received a msg that made my heart skipped a beat!

"Wanna meet tmr night? We are going to this new club"

*tIng's eyes lights up immediately."

Clubbing?! Ohh.. I cant wait! I'm all excited just thinking about what to wear! Its time to party and let the hunt begin!



Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.

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