Something to look forward to..

Yawnz.... I'm completely shagged out and have absolutely no mood to work! ARGH!!!!!! Why? Why do i have to work on a Sat morning?!!

*tIng slams her head into the wall.*

I was home very late yesterday nite, No i was not a a club. No i was not watching a mid night movie. AND NO I'M NOT HAVING ANY ACTION. I was actually "conned" to a MLM company by one of my gal pals! And i was held "hostage" there for like 3 hours!!!!! Can you believe that?! They just kept talking and talking and talking! I wasn't even paying any attention! I feel so cheated by my fren. She asked me out for dinner and i thought she was just being nice. But what was supposed to be an innocent dinner date turned out to be a trap.

But never mind.. I shall not talk about it anymore.. I'm soo tired.

Am going to East Coast to blade with some friends.. I'll try my best not to crash into the following:

1) Trees
2) Bikes
3) Walking people
4) Rubbish bins
5) Anything that moves

Instead, i shall try to do the following:

1) Blade as smoothly as possible
2) Try to fall gracefully
3) Have fun

*tIng giggles.*

Gosh i'm so looking forward to this! So exciting! I'm going to meet Candice for lunch tomolo.. Also rock climbing next wed! Another thing to look forward to! Its nice to have things to look forward to. Otherwise, life would be so mundane and i'll most likely die from boredom.

Lately, it seems the only things i'm looking forward to doing are just blogging, chatting with Changqi, emailing Kong, meeting gals for sports, jogging... Nothing really big happening.. It has sort of become a routine in my life. But i'm happy. Much happier than i was a few weeks back. I've realised that sometimes you can feel more alone in a relationship even when there's 2 of you. But when single, you feel more complete. I don't know if its just me or maybe there are many people who feel the same way. I guess the theory of finding another person to complete you is not a very safe theory.

I mean what if the other person makes you feel less than complete? Its too risky and i'm not a very big risk taker.

I'm going to keep a low profile for a while.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.