As everyone can see, last night did not start off good. In fact, it was a bad start. I should have known. It was God's way of telling me to stay at home. I should have listen. But of course, given my rebel persona, i just went ahead cause i was determined to have fun.
Pure mindless fun.
K came to pick me up and we took a cab to this club named "DXO". We were supposed to be attending this private function because his friend's wife was performing. Met alot of new ppl. Digusting army boys. Navy divers *pukes* Commando officer *pukes again* I should stop hanging out people like that. But on second thoughts, going out with them meant that all my drinks transport are provided. *considers* Ok. I'll stop whining abt them.
I had one lychee martini (proudly sponsered by K, of course). Maybe it because i was tired. Maybe its because i wasn't in a good mood. I couldn't finish it. I was so gone after half of it. Not good. So not me to get wasted. But luckily, i didn't puke or anything. The club was boring. Quite executive type. Certainly not my type. Was officially bored by 12.30 am so K sent me home. I think i broke my record. This IS the earliest time i left a club.
Gosh.. I must be getting old.
Anyway, reached home when i realised Danny called me 4 times! Quickly called him back.. Chatted with him for a while before i dozed off. Missed Danny and Tim alot.. Wished we could live together and hang out everyday. But of course its not possible because Danny has a gf and Tim is leaving for Aussie soon.
Sad thoughts. Refuse to listen to those thoughts now.
Was thinking about Danny and his gf yesterday. Their petty quarrels are not even worth mentioning. But its very sad for people so much in love with each other to be so short sighted with their future. Communication breaks down. So you should try other ways to talk to each other. Why break up?
I told Danny the other day my relationship with Commitment-phobic guy broke down because he wasn't giving me a chance to work things out. He was shutting me out emotionally. Not talking to me about how i can change or anything. Its like giving me a death sentence without a trial. *shrugs* I've tried talking to him but he just keep hiding from me. I was willing to change. Did i push him to hard? I just didn't want to give up. I wanted him to be there to hold my hand when we are old.
But i guess that's never going to happen. *bitter laugh* He seems much happier without me and thats a fact. My last gift to him isn't anything expensive. Its his freedom. There are many people who are unhappy in this big world. And i'm just glad that i took that place for him and he's not one of them now.
Well, enough of this.. I'm still going blading this afternoon with the gals. Maybe meet up with Danny and Tim at night for drinks.
I'm dying for another drinking session.
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
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