Tuesday Night
Over our conference session, the boys decided they wanted to come over and hang over at my place. I was cool with that. Basically we were bored and wanted company. Not to mention Danny needed advice on his relationship problem.
Boys came over around 9 plus and i cooked noodles ( for me only, i'll never cook for a guy ever again.. Its going back to the start. They'll cook for me.. Come to think of it, most guys i've dated cooked for me.. Especially Kong..) Ate and listened to Danny bitched about his gf. Gave him my opinions here and there.. but didn't want to comment too much.. Who am i to say anything when most of my relationships failed miserably? And i don't know his gf THAT well so who am i to judge what she does?!
Smoked in my room while the boys raided my cupboards. Wanted to dare Danny to wear my undies but i thought that would be pushing my limits.. Hahaha.. Funny eh.. I bet he'll look fantastic in my lacy undies.. *slurps*
The boys are bad bad bad influence.. When i'm with them, i sometimes forget i'm a gal and start to behave like a boy too. We talk, we swear, we smoke, we drink and we dare each other to do silly stuff and thinks its funny. God. I need to stop this.. Hahaha.. Tim was proposing we go drinking again on Friday night but i don't think that's going to happen. I'm scared of them! They'll make me drink more than just Strobe and most likely i'll be too wasted to go work on Saturday morning.
Must Not... Give.. In.. To.. PEER PRESSURE.... *struggles*
Wednesday
Work as usual.. But this candidate of mine managed to piss me off right to the point where i felt insulted personally and i'll make it my business to educate him on RESPONSIBILITY. Since his parents cant teach him well, i shall do it.
WELL, SOMEONE HAS TO DO THE DIRTY JOB!
Basically, he didn't show up for an interview i arranged for him. When the client called at 5.30pm (interview was at 5pm), i realised he didn't show up. I called immediately but he simply refused to answer my calls.
*tIng crosses her arms, giving a very stern look.*
Oh boy oh boy.. You think i'll give up calling you? Fuck it.. You are soo wrong about me. *evil laugh* I just kept calling!! I called from 5.30pm to 6.30pm. Non-stop. There was once when he picked up but he didn't speak up at all, which made me even more PISSED.
I had to rush off to my rock climbing session so i stopped for a while. But it ain't over YET! I kept calling him when i was walking to Orchard MRT, where i met Sally and Yanwen. We reached Yishun about 7.30pm, changed into our tee shirts and waited for our turn to rock climb.
It was fun! I must admit i'm a total newbie at this. Cant say i've done it the right way either. Somewhere in between the top and the ground i got stuck and almost wanted to give up. I begged Colin to let me down but the gals and guys kept urging to move up. And you know what? I did! Somehow, i made it to the TOP! I'm so proud of myself!
If i can conquer a rock wall, i can do anything!
*tIng shows a smug look on her face.*
But i think i really didn't do it right, which explains why my arms feel like they no longer belong to my body anymore. I think they are breaking.. *oUch..*
But anyway, after rock climbing we went to Yishun central for supper. Tim picked me up after that and we went for a little talk-cock session with one of his army friends. Danny couldn't join us cause he was having a showdown with his then ex-gf. Apparently, they agreed to write down a list of the things they can do and cannot do so that they can use that as a guide in case they argue in the future.
*tIng makes a face.*
Argh.. I'll never do something like that. Firstly, its not at all romantic. Love isn't something that you can write down like some kind of business proposal. *considers* Actually, you know what? I'm just bull-shitting. Hahahahha... I'm just too coward to do that cause i know i'm always fickle-minded about what i want. *considers*
Maybe that explains why no one loves me?!
But anyway, after talking awhile with Tim and his friend at Yishun Dam, Danny called and we decided to meet up at Danny's place instead. That was about 12 plus in the morning. Met up with Danny.. Talked for awhile more.. and Tim sent me home about 2.30am..
Guess what?! Even before i went to bed.. I STILL TRIED TO CALL MY CANDIDATE! Hahaha.. I know it sounds crazy but i think i deserve an explanation on why he didn't show up. And i'm not giving up! He better change his number cause i ain't giving up! Lalalallala..
YOU CAN RUN BUT YOU CANT HIDE FROM ME.aka.CRAZY BITCH!
Fell asleep ard 3am.. Cant say i slept well at all cause i woke up at 5.36am feeling scared. Its been happening far too frequent lately. Its to the extend that i'm going nuts. Maybe i should find someone to sleep with. *considers* I mean really just sleeping with someone. Not sex or anything but just having a presence next to me makes me feel abit safer. Actually, this was one of the reasons why i had 3 pillows on my bed in my old room. Jus to fill up the empty space next to me so i wun wake up feeling alone... But that was until i watched a Fengshui programme which said that having 3 pillows increase the 3rd party problems in a relationship. Den i decided 2 pillows might work out betterfor my relationship. So now that i have 2 pillows on my bed..
I feel.... NOTHING CHANGED! *raise eyebrow* I seriously doubt that what the Fengshui master said was accurate at all.
1) I don't feel secure at all.
2) I'm still not in a relationship (maybe what he meant about the 3 pillows is that there wun be a relationship, thus no 3rd party problems?)
3) I wake up everyday feeling scared!
Maybe what he said was just plain rubbish. *considers* But anyway, no plans to get more pillows..
Thursay
Woke up by Tim's msg this morning at 7am, telling me its time to wake up and call my candidate. Hahahha. Which was exactly what i did! I bet he's going nuts with all my missed calls! Which i hope he does cause he DESERVED IT! Meiting may not be the smartest or prettiest gal around.. but when it comes to Persistence.. I've got lots of it. *evil laugh*
I actually wanted to refrain from using the word "Persistence". But i guess i should not be too sensitive to things anymore. Its really doesn't matter anymore.
Anyway.. Been listening to Coco Lee's song all week.. Yes i bought the entire album just for ONE song.. but i got it cheap.. Its only $9.90... I just put that song on repeat everyday.. Sound silly but i like it.. Going to put up the lyrics in a while..
Dinner for tonight... ONE GREEN APPLE.. YUMMY... *drools*
Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.
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