a KiSs tHat CamE 11 yEaRs toO LaTe

Still on a conference call with the guys.. Threesome!! Hahahaha.. It's just like 11 years ago when we are kids and chatting over the phone. Except...... except for one thing...

We can conference now!!!

We used to have to take turns to talk to each other but now we can talk together without having to pissed each other off. And the guys don't have to get jealous on who gets to talk with ME!

Isn't it wonderful?

Went out yesterday with Sally, Yannie and Eva for a movie, Andy Lau's movie. Its was very touching and i nearly cried. In fact, all the gals cried. *frownz* Crying at the movies is not my kind of thing. I only do it when i'm alone.

Had kinda of an emergency to handle so i had to rush off after the movie to meet Danny and Tim at Fishermen's Village. Apparently, Danny's gf broke up with him last Saturday and being his best buddies, me and Tim were there to offer him moral support.aka.Drink-with-him-till-he's gone. We ordered like 2 buckets of Strobe and i had about 2 and a half bottles. We kept drinking and we just kept talking and talking. Talked about our childhood, talked about our relationships, talked about anything and everything. Its been a long time since our last drinking session.

Played "Truth or Dare" and after a couple of rounds of drinks, we were crazy enough to do anything. I dared Tim to kiss Danny. And Danny dared me to kiss Tim. And Tim dared Danny to kiss me. Hahahaha. It was sooo CRAZY!! We are so past the puppy love stage and it was like a kiss that came 11 years too late. *considers* Iwas so drunk that i puked outside the toilet. *bleah..* Yucks.. Normally i dont drink so much, especially when i'm with guys. But so much happened lately that i really felt that i need to just LET GO of myself. And i did. Fortunately, Danny and Tim are people i trust. In fact, i think they are the ONLY people i can count on them to be there whenever i need them.

We drank till it was 1.30am in the morning. After which, the boys sent me home and Danny walked me up to my place. Ok.. Something happened and i think it was the alcohol and we were not in the right frame on mind.

Danny kissed me (on the lips).

Don't judge me yet. I don't know wat happened but it just did. And i spent the whole of last night and today thinking about what happened. I blame it on the alcohol and the fact tat we both lost someone we loved. Its nothing serious.

I'll get over it.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.