I don't exist today.

Just reached home after a day of work.. My left eye is swollen due to my dirty lens! FUCK man.. its one of those irritating Mondays that i wished i could completely disappear!

Was walking to the optical shop to get my lens after work when i realised i left my handphone at work.. Under normal circumstances, a person would walk back to the office to get it right? But considering the fact that i'm far from normal and very anti social today, i didn't walk back to get my handphone.

I know it may sounds crazy but i just feel like being uncontactable today. I just don't feel like answering calls or replying to msgs. And FYI, i don't think replying or answering calls should be an obligation which comes along with having a phone.

I just don't feel like picking up.

FUCK ME.

Speaking of "Fuck Me", i would like to know since when it was alright to assume that a gal would sleep with you just because she invited you to her house to wait for her? C came over the other day and waited for me so that we could go out. I offered to meet him at Tamp since i wanted to get my earrings. But he insisted on coming over, which i thot was strange but i didn't make a big deal out of it.

When he came over, he assumed that he was allowed to lay his hands on ME! FUCKING HELL. Since when it was ok to touch a gal without her consent?! I was slightly pissed at him and told him if he continues trying to be funny, i'll have to ask him to leave. Which eventually i did. And he went off to meet his friends and i went to Tamp to meet Tim and gang.

I'm insulted. Can a guy keep his hands to himself?! I had enough. This morning, i woke up feeling pissed at every man. So when my ex msg me this morning, i was less than trilled. In fact, i really couldn't be bothered by his msg so i ended it asap.

I wanted to cut every guy's dick off.

Seriously.

I'm still feeling pissed right now, which resulted in me buying a pack of Menthol lights on my way home. If i die of lung cancer, i blame MEN. In fact, i blame them for everything. Wars, rain, cloudy skies, traffic jams, power failure, lousy TV programmes.. I blame them.

There's not enough bad word in the English dictionary to describe Men. I hope they all die. I know its mean of me to say this. But i hope they DIE.


*tIng lights up a stick and inhales deeply.*

I HOPE THEY DIE.

Am i all alone in this universe?
There's no love on these streets.
I've given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway.